Day by Day

Everyday it's the same old thing

Nothing's changed, nobody cares

I'm invisible

To them I'm happy

Because no one can see the true pain

Hidden behind my smile

They look at me and tell me to

Smile

To not tell people how I really feel

They say they'll take me

To a place I don't want to be

They talk behind my back

And always point out my flaws

I hide who I really am

I hide the pain and tears behind my smile

No one ever has time to listen

But it's not like I'd tell them anyway

They've all changed

My friends

My family

I don't know what to do

I hide in my room

So that I don't have to fake it

I put in a show

But sometimes I just want to give up

I will never be good enough

I eat away my pain

And take all the bullshit they say

I listen bad try to be obedient

I try hard but the don't understand

I just want to be seen

I just want to be heard

I want to be me...

But they will never see the depression hidden in my eyes