I follow this unforgiving road, dodging the debris and potholes. I approach a shore line and dip my toe to test the temperature. The water is warm and welcoming, I dive in. The current rapidly increases and I am swept away from shore. I am consumed by the ocean, being pushed around by waves of sorrow and remorse. I fight and swim to no avail, the water has depleted my hope. I cave under the pressure and allow my body to flow freely into the depths of the unknown.