Two Phrases

I'm sorry 

Thank you

Two phrases,  

I learned from you

Two phrases 

no one forced me to say

Except you

You pulled me down 

from my pedestal 

Where I lived like a part of the celestial 

Taught me how to be thankful in every single thing I have

Most importantly you taught me be humble.  

To admit my mistakes

My shortcomings. 

You broke my pride

One phrase is easier to utter 

The other one is the hardest 

It tastes bitter on my tongue

So this piece though you may never see 

Here's my series of 

My

I'm sorry and 

My thank you

I'm sorry 

For the time you waited for me and I was late

Thank you 

For smiling at me when I finally arrived

I'm sorry 

for not calling you when I'd be late

Thank you

For not asking why 

I'm sorry 

For being childish sometimes 

Thank you

For teaching me how to be a child

I'm sorry 

For losing my temper from time to time 

Thank you 

For teaching me how to control it.

I'm sorry

I allowed the line between us to be crossed

Thank you

For not berating me 

I'm sorry

I shouldn't done it

I'm sorry 

For not answering that Monday morning call

I'm sorry

I did not stopped you from chasing your dreams even when you begged me to. 

I'm sorry

for pushing you away from me and towards your dream.

I'm sorry 

For your recklessness and hypocrisy that broke us.

For the happy memories 

no I'm not sorry

I'm sorry 

Even our friendship couldn't be restored anymore 

For the sound of each others muffled sobs  

That silent night over the phone

I'm sorry it would probably stored in our memories

I'm sorry

I couldn't look into your eyes anymore. 

I'm sorry 

That our feelings did not changed after everything 

I'm sorry

for the way you look at me as if you're asking me to stay and not walk away

I'm sorry

for walking away when all I want is to run to you and hug you close

I can't hurt my self anymore

I can see what we both want when we're together 

I'm sorry 

That couldn't be anymore.  

I'm sorry