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Ajs

I just want it to stop

Every thing I touch 

dies

Every thing I love 

burns 

Every thing I do

only hurts 

Every right I do 

has a bigger rong

Why am i like this 

I just want it to stop

All I want is to help

but every time i try

all I do is hurt

My loved ones look at me

like im a monster

like I could kill them 

at any moment i please 

like I want to hurt them

I just want it to stop

I don't want to hurt anyone

I stay quite and do as I'm told

But I always mess things up

I try to say the right things

But nothing ever comes out correctly

I make people think I hate them

I hurt people's feelings without meaning to

I just want it to stop

I don't want to make anyone cry

I've tried being silent

But then people start thinking something's wrong and saying I need to stop being weak

I've had enough

I'll make it stop

If I stop helping I'll stop hurting

If I stop speaking I'll stop the crying

If I stop loving no one will get burned

If I stop touching other lives no one will die, no one will cry, and no one will get hurt

Now look, now that I've made it stop

People miss me

Miss my touch

Miss my words

I'm not a monster anymore

Isn't that ironic.