disappear

I sit inside

my chest heaving

my eyes raining

in darkness

I sit

alone

I can't take no more

no more life

or this world

I can't stop

I heave

and hurl

with every passing minute

I can't stop

I bawl

I punch pillows

try to read

and watch TV

but no avail

it doesn't work

and I sit

in silence

and darkness

and die

every piece of me

dies a tiny bit

and soon I disappear

so one day

I'll sit here

and be gone

no one will care

cause I am extremely lonely

and I can't stay here