the biggest bully we will ever meet is the mirror

is to scrub away yourself

is to kill your soul 

is to silence your voice 

is to fade into the shade 

is to dim the sunlight 

is to break the pen 

is to lose emotion

to go numb

to hide 

in the pages 

and 

to hide 

and cover 

the scars 

what 

make 

you 

to not 

reach out and get help 

because 

you fear people 

will think 

your crazy 

to try to scrub away the past 

to change you 

so that you forget what happened to you that made you the freak you are 

the ultimate sacrifice to kill yourself to because of how you see the world 

as an opportunist, a place of opportunity who have the opportunity to be normal  and  believing the world is better without you in it 

The pain

 becomes too hard to handle the back breaks from all the baggage you have to deal with.