don't know why

think i'm drunk

but maybe not

intoxication makes you forget things. 

though i still remember

that you aren't here

and you never will be

don't know why

think i'm drunk

but either way

i miss you.

yeah, a drunken man says that he misses you. 

funny, isn't it?

and the three words i never managed to say

i love you. 

intoxication does many things to you.

cowardice to courage.

if only i were drunk on the day you left