Happy moments

Stop the thoughts of you

I'm egotistical

I complain to much

I'm condescending

I wish I could live happily alone

I want someone

But I don't want anyone

I'm super blatant with these

I can't fathom the thought of you

I want you to be here

I want to be over this

I feel like sending you all of these putting them in those shitty letters like you gave me

I have had a great date idea in my head for while now

I'm never going to use it

I'm never going to be happy

Wow I do complain a lot

I miss that I had somebody to talk to

I want to look back and think that wow I was such a little bitch

Why can't I do that now

Bundling up happy thoughts to burn them into the bottom of pots

I will not become the butt of jokes

I will not live on in only notes

I want to live on in your happy moments