Need You

I've tried and died, I can't do this, 

I loved and cried, What did I miss?

I missed you every second every day, 

what more can I do to make you stay?

I don't know if I can keep holding on, 

I love you so much, now you're gone.

Thoughts of hurt seep into my brain, 

my heavy heart sinks in the sea of pain. 

I begin to wonder if you ever loved me, 

maybe it was just my stupid fantasy, 

Either way, one fact remains very true, 

whether you're gone or here, I need you.