Relax

It's nights like these when I can relax

Relax

I never thought I would say that

It scares me to relax

It scares me to settle

I want to find the time for happiness and joy

But it never comes it makes story's in my mind

It vexes me to come and enjoy it

I never thought I would be afraid to be happy

But I feel if I'm happy I'm doing something wrong

I feel wrong

I feel like sadness and stress is the right feeling to have

I guess I'm different

But in the same sense I'm so similar to every I have ever met