Drowning

You don't deserve this

And neither do I.

My fucked up mind

Wants to see this die.

Sympathy won't suit you

It'll earn you no score.

It's impossible to fix this

whilst your begging for more.

I wish I was normal

so you wouldn't have to see

what this illness

is doing to me.

I'm sorry.

I'm fucked.

My brain's out to get me.

I'm wasting away

from bubbling to empty.

Leave me.

It's fair.

You don't deserve this

but neither do I.

I didn't ask for this.