Can't see straight, I'm so faded, the only way to help stop the pain

Things in my head got me going crazy, cant see the picture, so I paint it

All I do is work, it's fucking draining, the systems way to keep containing

Wanna give it up but I'm refraining, gotta make this money to afford my payments

There's more than this so wait a minute, I could go off at any minute

So don't cut me off before I finish, it's not a race, you wouldnt win it

Dizzy from this, my head is spinnin, but I keep on going, never quitting

They wait on my downfall, never listen, I rise and grind and shine and glisten

Choppin shit up like I'm in the kitchen, like my liquor straight I never mix it

Got the white out with all the fixins, throw it a pot and watch me whip it

Before I leave I clean my dishes, I dont trust nobody they all be snitchin

When I say word bro diggin ditches, gotta have a way to hide these bitches

Wont bring me down so keep on wishing, try to take my spot like its a mission

Name in they mouth, they keep on dissing, stay sending shots but they keep on missing

But when it's on sights they swear I'm trippin, actin like penguins because they're fishy

Don't believe when they say they miss me, don't really got friends it really hit me

Just some ride or dies that kinda get me, all wanna die so its kinda fitting.

Head held high, I am divine, a soul that shines, what's my purpose?

Came from darker nights, let the good twin die, I once felt worthless.

Press rewind, and pick my mind, let my demons turn to corpses.

Redefine what it means to be alive, my fortress turned to curtains.

Inside you'll find my heart that tries, love is blind, soul is certian.

Why am I here? It's implied, a wounded healer, a spirit guide.

Green eyed, they're open wide, no more cries, I'm determined.

@demcmurphy