Drowning

I want to

Feel my self-control slipping away,

Myself falling and falling

And sighing

Into you

I want to

Hear my heartbeat against yours

Beating uncontrollably

And loudly

For you

I want to

See myself sinking into your eyes

You in my every corner

And seeking

For you

I want to

Breathe in your scent

My mind lost in that forest of flowers

And inhaling

Every inch of you

I want to feel myself drowning

Hear myself wanting

See myself losing

And smell myself dyed in your scent

Drowning

Into you

I want every part of me to be yours

And every part of you to be mine

Is that okay?

I want to seek you and find you

And hold you and never let you go

Is that okay?

I want to drown into your very being

Submerged in your very existence

And hold your hand and whisper,

“If I’m scattered amongst a field of flowers,

will you find me?”

“If I’m lost in a vast dark blue ocean,

will you dive for me?”

“If I want to see you, hold you, be with you,

will you let me?”

Because I will

For you

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