i love you.
yet i love them.
it's so hard to know who your soulmate is when you lead two different lives.
one love makes things safe.
shows a whole new world.
i fell for you first
but was it to fast?
is this something that was not made to last?
if only you could feel the way they make me feel
i know i gave you my time
but i have never fallen so hard as i did for them
how can true love feel so wrong?
i am torn between two world
torn between who i am supposed to be,
and who i long to be.
all is good.
but what is right in the wrong when it all feels like love?
Many lovers I have had-
I have kissed-
I have touched-
Many I have held close with bare skin.
But only this lover I shall want for life-
This one’s lips are softer then the clouds in my dreams-
This lover’s touch makes the world dissapear-
This lover that holds me close at night makes me free for the first time
ive never felt so broken
like shattered glass
a mirror thrown to the ground
i never knew it would be so cold without you here
ive fallen so slow
yet i hit the ground so hard
i shall never be whole again
as long as you are not holding me close
there is no point to love
cuz without you i am falling
without you i am broken