Were the words that I uttered.
I started to stutter,
And i started to cry
As it sank in more and more.
I've been broken.
put back together.
And the pieces are getting lost.
and harder to put back together.
Isn't it easier to say,
Than try again at all?
It's easier to be lonely,
Than take another fall.
Never again will I feel the warmth of the sun. Or know the feeling of air in my lungs. I'll only know the feeling of water on my skin and salt on tongue. The panick of drowning and the pain it brings with it. Never again will I see you again. The green banks of the island and your blue skies. The small houses tucked away and the trees that laugh in the wind.
I'll only know the dark murmurs of the water, the tugging of the current, and the pressure on my chest. Never again will I be alive.
Never again will I smile, at least mean it.
Never again will happiness be a true feeling for me.
Never again will my consciousness let me think on my own.
Never again will my skin be the same.
Never again will my “friends” get close to me.
Never again will I feel comfortable with people, with such despicable creatures.