Blaze
Every day I wake up and I think about all the things I want to do in life. All these things I hold passions for, all these things that push me through each day–onward I march with this inspiration!
The desire to create all that I want for my life can frustrate me. It hurts wanting so much, but not knowing that what I want will manifest. Yet I persevere.
With every step I take towards my goals, I take on every challenge with my fiery blaze of a heart, and I know at least one thing:
Nothing is impossible.
My Heart
It beats for me to live.
Yet, it slays me.
It has a mind of its own, I'm sure.
I try staying strong.
Through sadness.
But my heart makes me cry anyway.
I try getting over things.
Forgetting. Moving on.
But my heart won't let go.
I try focusing on myself.
Just me.
But my heart cares for others.
I try to ignore problems.
To eliminate stress.
But my heart is sympathetic.
I should listen to my heart.
Within lies a voice.
A greater power.
My heart beats for me to live.
And, I've found,
It beats for others, too.
Present condition
My mid-term exam starts in five days,
So I’m supposed to be studying,
but my heart pulls me away,
literally lying that I’m all ready.
In two days, autumn break ends,
my holiday homework stays incomplete,
yet my heart ideally pretends,
that everything will flow neat&sweet.
There’s work assigned to me,
that should be done without amiss,
but my favourite cartoon is playing on TV,
So foolish heart tells ‘why should you miss?’
My heart is in orderly chaos,
I want one, but I want the other too.
It’s presently in pukka pathos,
Now I don’t know what to do.