there is regret
but you fight anyway
sharing your heart on a sleeve
even if it gets torn apart
by the receiver
and even if it does
you fight again
playing for the same old love
over and over again
I surrendered my love
to so many before
always giving my best
giving it all
I shared everything that I had
I made my love worth the while
and yet I failed every time
sharing my wounds afterwards
with my soul
with my heart
and after all, I have put it through
it still keeps on beating
ready for more
relying on my better judgment
and yet equally surprised
when I fail to deliver
when I am not enough
people say you are special
you are kind
thank you for making the world a better place
and yet they never stay
When you cry in silence.
No one’s going to come and wipe your tears,
So you have to wipe it yourself.
No one’s going to comfort you,
So you have to comfort yourself.
When everything is beyond what you feels.
No one’s going to tell you it’s okay,
So you have to tell it yourself.
No one’s going to make it away,
So you have to make it away yourself.
When you dwell in regret,
No one's going to take it on their shoulders,
So you have to take it yourself.
No one's going hug you and let you cry,
So you have to cry by yourself.
You lived alone in your own small world.
So you have to survive no matter what.
Without anyone’s help.
Cause no one going to help you.