Drawn into your mystery, you fascinated me cloaked in shadows and secrecy. Underneath the echoes, buried in the shadows there you were. I ventured carefully afraid of what you thought I'd be, but pretty soon I was entangled. Behind the dark sky you looked at me.

I fell for you like autumn leaves, never faded evergreen. You're my mortal flaw and I'm your fatal sin. I was just beginning to see your ghost, my memory refused to separate the lies from truth and search the past my mind created. Now the door is open, the world I knew is broken. There's no return.....

*Written in these walls are the stories that I can't explain* Stories of a stranger unchanged and *I am unwritten, can't read my mind, I'm undefined.* Why don't they see. This ghost is not me. *I was broke down, I had hit the ground* and the pieces were forever changed. Never will they form again. 

(*Did you lose what won't return?*) 

*I was crying out, couldn't make no sound,* while they laughed and watched me burn. *Run through the flames, that's more passion for me; let them see that even as they *beat down on me, beat down like a waterfall,**I can take on so much more than I had ever dreamed.* But strength will never heal what's already broken. Only love can heal the hate that shattered me. *I leave my heart open but it stays right here empty for days.* It seems, no one loves the hero that was broken so they would never break. The unbroken can never love the shield that kept them whole. But even as I know the truth, I still fall for the cruel facade. Falling every time but arms will never catch me. (*Did you love but never learn?*)

*Written on these walls are the colors that I can't change.* Eyes a sorrowful blue; nails as red as blood; Hair a dull brown; clothes black as mourning and black as the night. *I am a freedom fighter, the name that history wrote. An even through disaster, eye of the tiger for hope.* I will keep on fighting; keep on trying until there's nothing left. Even as I scream inside; even as I smile,

*no one hears the silent tears collecting*

(*The fire's out but still it burns*) 

*You know I had lost hope, I was all alone* but *I'm just beginning,* and now,*the pen's in my hand, ending unplanned. *

The lyrics are from:

Story of my life -One Direction

Unwritten -Natasha Bedingfield 

Invincible -Kelly Clarkson

Flares -The Script

It's on again -Alicia Keys

You're giving' me a million reasons

to stay

Trying to remember the good times

Hoping you won't forget about it

You made me feel as I were enough

We found love in a hopeless place

All my mistakes are slowly drowning me

I'm trying to make it better

Your the missing piece

I'll be the compass so you'll never feel alone

I'm still haunted by the memories

I'm ready to forgive you

I'm trying to make it better

I'm guided by a beating heart

Take your shot it might be scary

We don't care what them people say

There's still a chance for you

Will you still love me?

Somebody I can kiss

A perfect night to dream with you 

You can take me anywhere the wind blows

There's hope for you waiting in the dark

When you and I were forever wild

I can't tell where the journey will end

I'll be the compass so you'll never feel alone

Just wanna dance with you all night,

We’d never let our hearts turn gray.

This moment shaking in my hands,

It’ll be over and I’ll still be asking when.

But we’re both in silence,

Stone cold,

Wide eyed,

Like we’re in a crime scene.

I’m searching for something,

That I can’t reach.

Still waiting to live,

Still waiting to love.

I don’t know how,

To get it right.

Songs That I Used:

“After You” by Meg Myers

“You Think I’m Crazy” by Conan Gray

“When” by Dodie 

“Candles” by Daughter

“Ghost” by Halsey

“Instead” by Emma Blackery

“Get Right” by Jimmy Eat World

For you, there’ll be no more crying,

In the stillness of remembering what you had,

Open your eyes and look at the day,

Listen to the wind blow,

Don’t, Don’t break the spell,

You can go your own way,

Take a listen to your spirit,

Rock on, gold dust woman!

#FleetwoodMac