Aunt.
She is her.
Mostly noun, given,
And she is an English teacher and shall berate me should she find this;
but she is her. Beyond grammatical repair, or rule of prose.
I do not care, for she is why I am me.
And if she does see this- you are her.
My aunt- a woman more mother then extended family,
a woman who's heart can break and bend.
A human so giving nobody notices until her efforts are missing,
a human so sweet the earth cried the very day she got sick.
I remember it too well. I remember about her more than myself, like a broken bone.
It aches now, her pain- my bone.
Her feelings are mine- only I feel them.
I feel them miles away, and do I feel them deeply.
I react how she cannot, due to her heart.
I react when she is not sure how to.
I bow my head at her anger, and revel in her praise.
If my grandmother is the queen, my aunt is her heir beyond birthright.
She spent the last of her serotonin on my laughter.
She spent the last of her smiles on us all.
And I gasp from the severity of the loss.
She is still with us- which is why I reflect her pain.
She is sick. But she is her.
Within my scar tissue exists her- within my flesh,
within whatever is good to me is given by her.
Love is her. She is love.
The Metamorphosis of Love
Love was a noun.
A proper noun.
And everything Edward Love
Did was proper.
Predictable.
He always stayed
In his lane,
Always colored
Inside the lines.
Until the day Edward Love
Found love,
The verb.
And Love, the proper noun,
Became imprudent.
Unpredictable.
Sometimes veered
outside his lane,
and colored wildly.
All to gain the attention
Of the object of
His love.
When she finally said “hi,”
Edward Love
No longer resembled
A proper noun.
Diagramming Sentences
Love is a predicated verb
With dangling modifiers
Participially absurd
With prosaic desires
Love is a word
Monosyllabic, inciting
Alveolar but blurred
Liquid consonants inviting
Love is a mood, an appositive, indicative,
It recites imperatively substantive
When launched with a sortie of fricatives
It subjugates the declaratively imperative
Love is an active verb, its subject subjective
And conjunctively subjunctive, disjunctive
Its direct object recursively inflective
And intuitively parenthetically presumptive
Love is a paragraph in the active voice
Direct address, rhetorically suggestive
But intoned, under the breath, in passive voice
Between the lines reads a voice, passive-aggressive
Love is a published genre of speculative fiction
Clauses of claws of labio-velar approximant
Love is reprinted as micro-non-fiction
Punctuated by sighed ellipses...of malar contentment
Love is more difficult to diagram than sentences
Of life without the possibility of parole
A life of tandem attachment and attendance
Whose sum adds more than the parts of the whole
Rhyming the morphemes of codependence
More pedantic than calligraphic italics
More serious than the expected consensual transcendence
More predictable than the font of the chagrinned and the tragic
When love's regrets pronounce resentment imminent
And one begins to feel its message denominative
Each lover strikes out to be independently dissonant
But cannot escape becoming the predicate nominative
Love takes no prisoners—only direct objects
Objects indirectly, objectively captured
Actions of commission on selective prospects
Bolded and quoted for the infectively raptured
When love follows forked paths of least resistance
And comes to fruition in the epic poem risen
A new type of diction comes into existence
A new parlance, per se, lyrically written
Love is the sharable word
Monosyllabic, wide, and tall
Towering over the ineffable, unheard
The unspoken that says it all
Always
It's always been a verb.
teasing, hoping, holding, waiting, touching, laughing, watching
Everything we've done together.
Finding a frog in the park, running away from the mosquitos.
Holding your hand in the backseat of the car, not knowing if anyone else sees.
Ordering pizza and standing on the sidewalk, dripping grease.
Holding you close, wrapping our legs together so you can never leave.
Driving three states away because you don't mind and I want to.
Kissing you in the darkness, never knowing how mad I've become.
Walking to the edge of the lake, looking over the horizon and past it.
Worrying that it'll go.
Hoping that we can make it work.
smiling, remembering, longing, taking, risking, listening, loving
It's always been a verb.
Nothing changed when we said it out loud, because we already knew.
Moments (a drabble)
"I turned around and you weren't there."
She delivers the line after exiting a small-town grocery store ahead of him. Leaning against a vending machine for the local newspaper, she tucks a blonde flyaway behind her ear. Her grin is sweet.
"One day that's exactly how it will be, you know."
He is older, with several close calls in his rearview. At least one left scars, and a couple left bruises that never quite healed.
Her smile doesn't fade, but sadness tugs at the edges.
He takes her by the hand, and they're both happy to love in the moment.
Love is Doing
Love is a dance of actions, found in the tender touch that comforts, the silent support that reassures, and the steadfast presence through life's storms. It's the gentle sacrifices made without words, the quiet promises woven into each day, and the choice to understand and grow together. Love is the melody of patient listening, the poetry of thoughtful gestures, and the ever-present warmth that lingers in every shared moment. It's the courage to be open and the strength to hold on.
Love is a verb, and in its doing, we find its deepest meaning.
I love you. (how)
I love in the way the sun loved the moon…she chases him daily into the horizon until in eclipse they finally meet. Years may go by without recognition…I will love you.
I love you. (how)
I love in the way the sky loves the earth…she waters him with the tears he causes. Unrequited; undeserved. Flowers will bloom…even when you hurt me…I will love you.
I love you. (how)
I love in the way a hen loves her chicks…she fiercely guards them; their life is precious. Tenderness gives way to ferocity if threatened.
I will guard you…I will love you.
I love you. (how)
I love in the way a dog loves her master. She licks his face after he’s left her alone all day. Innocent trust, enthusiastic affection, adamant loyalty. Even if your heart forgets me…I will love you.
I love you. (how)
I love in the way a verb adds movement to a sentence. I love you as an action and state of being. I will help you and ground you. I will make sense of your world…I will love you.
Like a seed, love is a noun.
Love is a seed planted within us all.
Like a seed, love can lay dormant, oppressed by layers of darkness. Trapped within infertile soil. A pulsating, pushing presence, frustrated!
Love must become a verb. Germinating, reaching, rooting. It must be nurtured, watered, fed. From seedling to plant, growing! Love is a verb.
Like a plant it relies on its environment, its community to grow.
Like bees to the flowers, love entices, love enthralls, love is beauty and nourishment. Scented and sweet, entrapping. Freeing like pollen on the wind. Love blooms in many varieties.
Its roots pervade our existence. Like a tree it is our breath. Like mycelium, it is our foundation.
It must be tended!
Love is a Verb (a Noun and a Choice)
Love is a verb
So profound in abstraction
Water it well and watch as it grows
With a multitudinous reaction.
A liquid flower
love blooms
Amid weeds of strife
To dispel impending doom.
A blossom of growth
Divine in all ways
Sublime in beauty,
Love is rapturous in its gaze.
Love is a verb
A liquid bloom
Denoting life’s glory
Within creation’s womb.
Liquid flower that grows
Amid forests of delight
Wrap me within your hold
Let us soar to eternal daylight.
Love is a verb
So profound in abstraction
Water it well and watch as it grows
With a multitudinous reaction.