I think I have been dropped

in the swamp

of eternity's waste;

a cesspool of Earth's discarded atrocities.

Oh, whatever have I done, Lord?!

However can I make this right?!

Do not punish me for the sins forced upon my eyes.

I was genuine in my nurturing and kindness,

in forgiveness,

in faith.

I only offered up all of myself

to ease just a little bit of humanity's pain.

I am only the carrier of burden, sir.

A generational curse swaddled me in the womb and

nearly strangled me

as I took Nature's first breath.

And I have been fighting to survive ever since.

G o D o

as said :

U B U .

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