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Mental Breakdown
Write me a poem that is random or chaotic that describes not being mentally well. Like the song, Talkshow Boy - I Cut Myself (Shaving).
Ended February 10, 2023 • 15 Entries • Created by Melpomene
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Mental Breakdown
Write me a poem that is random or chaotic that describes not being mentally well. Like the song, Talkshow Boy - I Cut Myself (Shaving).
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GerardDiLeo
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Rude Awakenings

Last night my head exploded.

No one was hurt but me.

No wonder no one will sleep with me.

I'm dangerous.

Who keeps exploding my head?

They must know

How volatile are its contents.

Not much will set it off.

My head has always exploded at night,

Waking me up with a start--

Heart racing, sweating profusely, and

Surviving the blast.

Now it's exploding in the daytime

For no reason at all

Head mines tripped by accidental thoughts

With a perimeter of collateral damage.

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Mental Breakdown
Write me a poem that is random or chaotic that describes not being mentally well. Like the song, Talkshow Boy - I Cut Myself (Shaving).
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minou
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Skin.

I am palming the bulges of my stomach.

I am scraping the feeling off my forearms.

I am clawing at my clammy scarlet palms with uncut nails.

My head is dizzy, decayed, what's the harm.

I am ripping the plastic fat of my things.

I am peeling my cheeks till they're numb to tears.

I am pinching the skin that settles by my collarbones brink.

Somethings craving the spinning wheel's touch.

Sleeping beauty skin, sweating and pink.

Tell, my skin confines me far too much.

I am intangible, uncontrollable,

I am a psyche, a soul,

I am feelings that feel far too infinite-

And yet, how am I soft thick skin, far too firm, too whole?

How must a finite thing envelope my existence, a riot?!

I am my everything, and yet I stand on ten toes?

I am coursing blood and,

I am coursing thoughts without close.

Rather, make my fillings pocket-sized and planned.

My skin, horizonless.

My skin, dimpled earth.

My being deep in crisp cold soil.

Tremors sweep me,

Yet my skin is deep and tan and old.

Skin beneath the willow tree.

Skin on the bathroom floor.

Skin sunken from the sea.

I'll be skin, forever more.

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Mental Breakdown
Write me a poem that is random or chaotic that describes not being mentally well. Like the song, Talkshow Boy - I Cut Myself (Shaving).
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The Journey In Us All
Chapter 121 of 188
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WhiteWolfe32

inconsequential

it's a blissful universe,

one in which i don't exist

my intangibility gives me strength.

i find solace in the nihilism,

freedom in living fast,

i depend so heavily upon

my mental illness

to kill me before i turn thirty-three.

it's a mutual destruction,

my mind and i,

in a quest to see

which one of us

will die first.

an epic battle of the ages,

fought with sticks and stones,

reverted to a primitive age

of childhood insults.

here i can be a child,

where rebellion means

drawing on the walls

and making faces at the mirror,

or throwing a baseball

through an upstairs window

and dancing barefoot

on the shattered glass

and mommy

won't be mad

because she'll be too worried

about my bleeding feet

and the stains on the carpet

to care

about my mistake.

she'll drive me to the emergency room

and they'll tell her

i'm okay,

because little kids

don't get locked up

for doing stupid shit.

as a child my misdeeds

are inconsequential,

a speck of dust in the maladies of youth.

i can lose myself in the delusion

and my parents will be assured

that it's just

my creativity

coming out to play.

it is a blissful universe,

one where i don't exist.

yet eventually,

i was forced

to grow up

and fill the role

of existence

that i'd been trying so hard

to avoid.

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Mental Breakdown
Write me a poem that is random or chaotic that describes not being mentally well. Like the song, Talkshow Boy - I Cut Myself (Shaving).
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TeaRise
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BPD, depression, anxiety, confusion, society

Clean

we dirty ourselves before we can become

happy

we bury ourselves in the ground before we become

alive

crying alone in a room we wonder

dreaming

nightmares clouding present thoughts

walking

backward motion unsteady falling off cliffs

jumping

up toward the sky we look at the stars

loving

sabotaged by our own knives

cutting

breaking through into

darkness

entombing ourselves...

killing ourselves.

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Mental Breakdown
Write me a poem that is random or chaotic that describes not being mentally well. Like the song, Talkshow Boy - I Cut Myself (Shaving).
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7v7
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Let Loosed

As a matter of Fact

It's not the matter

That smatter I'm

Scraping up off

Lavatory floors

of the big Box

Stall Store's.

It's not I,

my mind?

I'm losing,

and in

Losing It

am looking

forth

--loose-n-e-d--

Shit walked off

on Its own

Accord!

And I know

The Address.

I've tried before

NO TRESPASSING

flapped across

the door!?

Oh let me in

mental

next of Sin,

Don't disinherit

Me from my Will

I'm scraping by!

crud that ain't mine

off from my shins.

I'm deleting

the Beginning

'Cause,

I won't feel it.

The slamming

of the revolving

Doormat,

ain't taken

anymore:

Let's pretend

The End

is a sanitary

Apron tied,

as I'm wheeled

Down the aisle,

dressed like

wedding cake

& crackin' a

plaster smile.

01.29.23

Mental Breakdown Challenge @Melpomene

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Mental Breakdown
Write me a poem that is random or chaotic that describes not being mentally well. Like the song, Talkshow Boy - I Cut Myself (Shaving).
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JoeyJoJo
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Long Day of Dying

Can’t remember exactly when

Everything turned gray

And the shadows began sticking

To my sallow face

I don’t know what sorrow succeeded

In finally disfiguring me

Crippling my body under the weight

Of heavy rain

The landscape is bleak as bone

My backyard nothing but dark sky

Ghosts no longer linger here

Insects turn to dust

I quietly waste away in fear

From the silence that stalks this place

Tormenting me like a beast

Calling me by name

A cold child under black blankets

I pray under a godless roof

For someone to appear from nowhere

Out of thin air

But there’s no point in talking

To an empty room

So why don’t I just leave

Take my chances with infinity

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Mental Breakdown
Write me a poem that is random or chaotic that describes not being mentally well. Like the song, Talkshow Boy - I Cut Myself (Shaving).
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Beccawaits
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Feed the Kitty

Show me something

Cuz I've got nothing

Gotta feed the kitty

Feed the kitty

Exhausted the dragon

Traded my heart in

And it's dragging me down,

This searching around,

For anything I can chase

Gotta feed the kitty

Feed the kitty

Time's ticking away

Sometimes I just wanna be sane

Make it through one damn day

With a smile and some accomplishments

Gotta feed the kitty

Feed the kitty

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Mental Breakdown
Write me a poem that is random or chaotic that describes not being mentally well. Like the song, Talkshow Boy - I Cut Myself (Shaving).
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VERSIFICATION
Chapter 1 of 13
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NoDeal
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VERSIFICATION
Chapter 1 of 13
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NoDeal

For Me He Bled

Go ahead for the kill

Hit me with the stigma

That's been accompanied by havin' to take a pill

One that makes a man appear to be a bit of an enigma

With nothin' but his guts to spill

Due to the churches lack of kerygma

The demons in my mind seldom stay still

Even if I met a preacher with just the right Charisma

I'd still continue to be known as mentally ill

On my head demons have fed

I didn't listen to what was all said

The conversation was sick and red

Then I hit 'em with the power that can raise the dead

I let them see

it was for me

to be free

Jesus Christ bled

Enough said

>-)))°>J.Wiggy

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Mental Breakdown
Write me a poem that is random or chaotic that describes not being mentally well. Like the song, Talkshow Boy - I Cut Myself (Shaving).
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josz
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Dopamine & Serotonin

This, too, shall pass away.

“This” is not COVID. You and you are to blame for these constant (re)lapses.

This is why I don’t bother to take you seriously anymore

although benign, reminiscent brainwaves seemingly come and go once in a while.

I finally figured it out at the sub-atomic level.

2 faces

doublespeak

dos posibilidad—

one serene

the other irate

That was before.

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Write me a poem that is random or chaotic that describes not being mentally well. Like the song, Talkshow Boy - I Cut Myself (Shaving).
Kanishka
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the system

a system,

an expanse of pure serenity,

who used to breathe peace and contentment,

who used to hold itself in the chains of stoicism,

who used to believe in the renditions of the universe,

why does it now crave an indomitable spirit?

it stayed back, it was uncertain.

in the subtle corner of insecurities,

it accepted its seclusion with quiet surrender.

it all commenced with a disastrous decision.

entropy, the degree of randomness of a system,

a system, myself. not so closed, but isolated.

i typically raised the temperature and checked,

the system was disrupted, on the contrary.

thought the burnt soul loves fire,

its flame diminished the former glow.

kinetics showed how time takes its toll on the system,

slowly interfering, rapidly damping.

how reserved i was, how hustled i am.

have faith, hell and heaven are not found in maps.

the creator created rooms,

the empty ones seem large

like the heart. several visitors arrive,

why should the system greet them all?

the crowd of dark thoughts and malice,

the noise of joys, you exhaust this system.

the idea of ‘it might be’ is secure for mere speculation.

the reality, maybe it does not exist, even if it does,

sometimes, the facts appear stranger than

the fantasies, i believed.

this system is disillusioned

with the hypocrisy of the world,

how easy it is to put an empty hand,

how easy to fabricate an estranged relationship,

how easy to peel a tangerine and

adore a sun, both of the same color.

all i needed was a rapprochement,

a healing touch, i wanted to be

clasped tight so that i would not break.

i was hoping against hope

to resuscitate a precious bond,

but it’s just regret that lingers

in the thick silence placed between our bodies.

i knew i was dying,

something in me said, “go ahead,

the abode of the spirits of the damned

are holding back their horses.”

something else in me also popped up,

“you need some interaction to cause the transition.”

they had made me a picture,

it took me my life to come out of the frame.

i choose to move ahead,

the vast expanse waits for me,

to elicit the undeniable passion within me.

my heavy heart seems lighter than our fantasy.

as if the asymptote just met its hyperbola.

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