I am worried that
on my deathbed I will know
what I should have done
that when my eyes closed
chest aching, heartbeat s l o w e d
I would not wake up.
rejection. i can't
face it, so i'll never tell
the truth that's too true.
***
words left unspoken,
my outstretched hand never held,
you left me again.
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Please do not leave me
I curse the dread pathogen
Will I die alone?
#haiku
I drowned in regret
swimming in the feeling that
I could have done more
~ ~ ~
A year fleeting by
The me of now starting here
And starting over
Hello? Someone there?
I toss and turn. Sweat drips down.
I need light. I do.
i am terrified
that you will wake up and see
what i really am
Life with no purpose
The days void of joy inside
A dark and cold place
