life is filled of secret glances

but never in the way we want.

they are the whispers of wasps

waiting to sting you

as someone wishes

that you were never born.

they are the shadows

of non-living things

traveling up your your thighs

towards your mind

stealing kisses

of warm sunshine.

they are the screams

of empty silence

smiling upon your

unhappiness

(and your bruises).

they are the person

right next to you

the person in front of you

and the person inside of you

(they are no person at all)

so I will tell you

of silent glances and stolen kisses

it just might not be

what you're wanting to hear.

You unchained me from a pretty world

Pushing me against a life of unkown secrets

Pity Love but I fell for it

You look to your right and glance in Secret

Licking your lips

as if they didn’t already belong to me

You put your hands on my body, it hurt

Because the next night

you stroked a body that wasn’t mine

Secrets you couldn’t hide from prying eyes

My tears, the crazy bliss I once knew

Believe me when I say; I did love you

You were my world

I can’t leave you behind just yet

I’ll make it work

My kisses stolen by scarlet witches

Ones that stay up all night

hunting, and preying on young lost boys

I keep trying to make it work

In despair you leave me all alone

I don’t wanna do this

I don’t wanna live

Make it stop

I don’t wanna fall in love

so young and breakable

I'll see her again,

Probably not tonight,

or tomorrow,

nor sometime soon,

But I'll see her again,

And when I do,

Ill hold her tight,

And smile into her ,

Just because it feels right,

The hole I carry will be fixed,

And for that moment only,

I'll no longer feel alone,

But I know I'll have to let her go,

Until I see her again,

I know it wont be that night,

or the next day,

Nor sometime soon,

But I'll see her again.

lilting songs and reminisces

made a romance quite delicious.

diamond rings and china dishes

made a girl into a missus.

wishful thinking, whispered hisses

made a sink of dirty dishes.

ugly lies and prompt dismisses

made a setup quite pernicious.

wandering eyes and near-hit misses

made a party quite suspicious.

secret glances, stolen kisses

made a fool of pretty wishes.

Ven

drift along the memory lanes,

when

you were immature,full of life

Find

the perfect curtained stage,

to it you were first blind,

where it lies,unnoticed

Prod

its foggy contents,

pull the curtains,go forward

and see

Quench

your insatiable thirst for curiosity,

have you smelled the stench?

The odour of devastation?

Pay

the price of your untimely glance,

that feasted upon the scene where they lay,

your lover and the intruder

Relish,

the unthinkable horror,

the kiss shared before they finish,

the same one,she had given

to you

The unlikely betrayal,

the stolen contentment,

the cracking

of

your

fragile

heart♥

Emptiness

within your parched soul,

created by the supposed love radiated

within the supposed kiss given by her

to you

#Ernaline #Secret glances and stolen kisses