someplace in my memory lays

folded hands and eyelids

someplace in my heart lies

The Holy Trinity of body mind and spirit

This body is me, i am my thoughts

My body is my home as is my mind

But i still find no home for my soul

somtimes it feels like I am

stuck

in a virtual reality.

-a.s.

sometimes you just want to

pull out your hair

and scream

but you have no words.

there is no one there who

cares enough about the truth.

today is one of those where you just

sit in your bed of lies

uncertain and alone.

The words fell on her shoulders

caressing them,

soft touches of the life she's just lost.

it wasn't the same anymore-

she knew this

but she couldn't face the truth.

she would rather swath herself in the lies and

make indestructible armor

so she could protect her fragile mask.

And so she turned cold.

bitter.

biting.

and destructive.

the caresses turned into daggers

and soon all she felt was nothing.

She relished in it

but she was lost to a point of no return

until

you came along and tore off her mask.

Love has damaged me

and I don't know if it was because

I was in love with you

or in love

with the idea of

loving you.

a.s.

She closed her eyes

and she saw

nothing.

He closed his eyes

and all he could see was

her.

a.s.

she walked a path of freedom

with her feet leaving a trail of fire

that if you were to follow her,

all that would be left are the

ashes of your fear.

-a.s.