Mkay first up, Taeyong. Taeyong is the deity of the rose. He governs all beautiful things with dangerous outsides, hence, the rose. He's known for taking in the runaways of society.

Jaehyun is the deity of the peach. He is in charge of fruitful ventures. Jaehyun is known for being a fatherly deity, and people pray to him for good luck on hard journeys.

Taeil, the deity of the moon. Taeil watches over all the people who feel as if they don't fit in. Taeil is the oldest, and has been around for the longest. He is patient and kind, known as a gentle deity.

Johnny is the Feline deity. He's the patron deity of all those with cunning minds and caring hearts. He is known to be the most relaxed deity, though many mortals take care not to displease him, because his wrath..well, it's not good.

A deity not as well known as the others, Yuta, deity of the Octopus and sea. He takes care of the people who have to struggle with many things at once, both physically and mentally. The most confident deity.

Kun, deity of Ursa Major. He takes care of lost souls, showing them the way back home. He is one of the deities who can take the shape of his patron animal, a large, shining bear with eyes of molten gold.

Doyoung is a deity who's known by many names, a few being the Sky and the Rabbit. He handles the fleeting nature of happiness and fated lovers. When he appears, many accounts say he is a handsome man with varying hair tones.

Chittaphon, a deity of the Cat. He's very playful, and thus handles and watches over children. He's known for playing pranks when something makes him unhappy, and the mortals put out lots of games for him.

Sicheng. He's the deity of the Chicken, however, that means nothing. He's no coward. He is the protector of the innocents. He's a very antisocial deity, and likes his personal space. No one has seen him for decades.

Jeongwoo. He is the deity of the Dog. He watches over animals, and the people they are connected with. He's associated with the wilds, and people who want to feel a connection to nature send him prayers.

Lucas is the deity of the Lion. He's the patron deity of the brave, and the independant. His strength is enhanced, and sometimes he will grant his strength to a worthy mortal.

Mark. He is the deity of the Cheetah. He values compassion, and is often seen just for a moment, soothing an upset child or calming a raging nightmare. He is very fast, and some say he can morph into a cheetah, though no one has proof.

Xiaojun, deity of the Dinosaur. He's known for governing those who are old and wise. Many people have tried to find him, and they say he's never in one place for too long. Very few mortals have ever seen him in his true form.

Hendery, the deity of the Horse. He's another deity that can transform into his patron animal, a cream-colored horse with hooves the color of white-hot metal. He is the leader of the land, and things grow when he's been in the area.

Renjun, deity of the Fox. He favors those who are intelligent and resourceful, and always know what to do in a difficult situation. He's often depicted with an amused smile on his lips, as if he is sharing a secret joke.

Jeno, deity of the Canine. He's the deity that rewards and praises loyalty the most. He's incredibly sensitive, and if a mortal were to hurt his feelings, well, the mortals won't be seeing him for a century or two.

Haechan is a special deity. He is Ursa Minor, but also can control the sun. He's a protector of the people who feel as if there is no purpose to their lives and sometimes, in rare cases, he helps them find their purpose out.

Jaemin is a deity of the hare. His existence has haunted the mortals for years, as his favorite past-time is pranks. He watches over all the mischief-makers of the mortal world, sometimes aiding them in their naughty deeds.

Yangyang is the deity of the Sheep. His favorite people to care for are the ones who are friendly and sweet. He's very spontaneous with who he decides to help, but seems to be a sucker for those in love.

Shotaro, deity of the otter. He is a guardian of the feelings of those with damage done to their hearts by past loves. Shotaro is quite shy, but is usually seen reminding people with broken hurts to not give up. A gentle soul.

Sungchan is the deity for the Deer. He's, ironically enough, best friends with Shotaro, and is generally always watching over those too shy to speak up. He can change into a white deer with golden horns and silver hooves. He is also ridiculously beautiful, and has accidentally stolen many hearts.

Chenle is the deity of the Dolphin, and he's immediately recognizable by his loud, flamboyant laugh. He has the special ability to grow a tail and swim in any body of water that he wishes. He watches over those with faltering confidence and can sometimes appear to someone in person to remind them to keep fighting.

Jisung, the youngest and final deity. His is the Hamster, and he handles food for the people struggling to get it. He's a protector of children. He tends to be invisible to the untrained eye most of the time, except for when he's speaking directly to you. In short..the ultimate introvert. He's Chenle's exact opposite, and they are another pair of unlikely friends.

They all form the Neo Counsel. The mortals sometimes forget about the lower-levels, but they know the ways of humanity, and don't take it to heart. They are rarely all together, because of the way their jobs were quite demanding, but when they do, it's always a sight to see.

I arrived 30 minutes early?

Well that does put my head in a whirl-y

Can I hide?

I suppose I could but why do I feel a sense of pride?

Why, because I am 30 minutes early and my anxiety has not yet made me hurl-y.

(Based on true events, I'm in a bathroom right now hiding because I arrived like 30 minutes too early)

With arms as warm as a blanket

and words as smooth as metal

Who would have thought

That when they hurt you

They could turn

as cold as ice

and sharp as broken glass.

And my mother accepted me, and I knew she would, but I asked her to keep it a secret from my dad.

Now a few days later, I wanted some skincare products, so I asked him for it. I tried to show my dad the thing on Amazon, a green tea face mask, but somehow it got to the cart..and in the cart was a lesbian pride flag. He saw that and looked really mad..like mad enough to hit me. "Why the hell do you want that?" he asked that over and over.

Honestly I'm terrified of him. So I lied and said, "I don't know how that got in there." and he looked a lot less mad. I showed him the green tea face mask and he said he was going to get it. I'm now in my room scared that he'll find out. We're not close, we never have been as I have always favored my mother, and it's getting more strained as the years go by.

I don't really know what I'll do if he finds out before I'm ready..I guess I just hope that he never finds out to be honest..

Anyways. That was my little rant :)

Why does she say "hello"

when we both know

that it really means..

"goodbye."

Happy birthday~ I'm so happy to be able to be with Oneus for this birthday. You're already turning 23? It seems like only yesterday you had just debuted. I'm a new ToMoon, and I must say: I adore your vocals! It's really nice to hear and refreshing after a long stressful day. Your voice is so beautiful and may you always be able to keep it. I hope you enjoyed your birthday, as it's a really special day, to celebrate you! Thank you so much for always performing well for us, it means a lot to see you working so hard! Once again happy birthday!

Love,

Accel

It's only "sometimes" you take care of yourself only

Whether it's friends

or whether it's family

you still put them before you

so even if you take care of yourself as a person first

It will always only be "sometimes"

Watching the colors kiss the clouds, dying them beautiful shades of love and adoration for one another. I smile to myself softly remembering what my grandmother used to say. “Sunsets are not goodbye, darling. Sunsets are “see you tomorrow,” and a kiss on your head.”

I have never forgotten..Never.

do I even try?

Why do I try to love everyone when I just get left behind?

Sometimes I wonder what I did to deserve this, and never have an answer.

Ugh..

Nostalgic Night - Victon

Press Your Number - Taemin

O Sole Mio - SF9

9 & 3/4 (Run Away) - Tomorrow X Together

Heartbreaker - G-Dragon

Gotta Go - Chungha

Tail - Sunmi

Let Me In (20 CUBE) - Enhyphen

Crazy, Sexy, Cool - Astro

Rainism - Rain

Siren - P1Harmony

Boy In Luv - BTS

Sit Down! - NCT 127

The Stealer - The Boyz

Under Cover - A.C.E

Hala Hala - Ateez

Hello Stranger - Stray Kids

Mayday - Victon

Voodoo Doll - Vixx

Lit - ONEUS

DAWNDIDIDAWN - Dawn, Jessi

Wannabe - Golden Child

Dr. Bebe - Pentagon