9 times 9 lives to c the light

What is with these ill rhymes

We speak of to bring the light

We fight for sight

For death is night

Black not white

Im not ever trapped

just back To get mine

I shine through diamond eyes

I've died a thousand times

I've learned from being burned

To Never say never

Cause Im not in debt to severe

One for their beliefs

For Im lead with my right to see

At the end of the day

All I got is me

Reminding myself gently

All is alright

For within me

I have found the key

Forever alive

This I know & believe

St. Michael Ravens 

Place ourselves beyond human aid

no band-aid will make me less human today

we have a wound which holds no cure

but a vision which opens the door

no more wars

no wondering why we are here

release

to lessen our inner fears

recently

it's been easier to look myself in the mirror

my inner self is becoming easier to clear

for I let go & Let God

by releasing all my heavy tears

release emotions of all were holding

which keeps us from knowing, growing

owning up to our show

we think we holding

so afraid to lose control

not knowing were losing our soul

Hold on, its a long journey

We are well on our way

Where will we go?

Nobody knows but the Lord

So

Let Go & Let God

Trust you will find yourself home

before you do

you will find your gone

You're not too far

from reaching the dawn

beyond all the right & wrongs

It's your tune, Just Sing Along

May I ask you?

Who am I without me?

Who are you with me

Who will we be

when we choose to be seen?

What do we see

When we dream

If this is a dream

Who 1st dared to dream

Since we're dreaming

Can we remember

Where we were before

&

Why did we search for something more

Did we lack love at our core

Did we not get what we needed

So we grew wings to soar

Did we hear of the story

When a reaper meets a sower

Reaping in the end

New life or finding the last door

whatever the answer may be

Judgment is who is calling me

is Judgment God or me

So who do you owe respects to

Who do you write the check to

Who do you see when judgement comes

and you no longer have it in you

to continue to run

who makes this life we choose

I hear love from the only son: say

We love the father

For he loved his only son

Sacrificing him upon the cross

To awaken himself

Like we are to do

Let his will be done

Message from the father

to the son

without you

there be no me

without death

I wouldnt not see

it's me who holds the key

to everlasting immortality

May we sing the new song

only those who death did not meet song

singing death has been conquered

and we have won,

praise the Father forever and ever

for his light shines and endure forever

cause you sent your only son

to earth in hopes he love you back to show you

our worth

You found me in hell’

what A story to tell

but that's my fake mind

waiting and wanting to excel

talking and taking me ass right back to hell

by telling my so rememberize tales

No need to fall, my child

my while one, you know what you seen

you know what you saw

that I myself

am perfectly imperfect

with you; my dear

let's see where we

will steer

love is what remains

life is but a game

we both see the tricks

of the trade

now we choose

how we behave

to be brave , to face the things

that hinder our stay

2nd poem

kiss with kindness

relax and find

the bliss is blindness

they missed in the places which are timeless

forest through the trees

can't describe his inner universal topic to

To take a step by being honest selfless

sit back &

give what you

get

respect

Whose fate rides alone through the nights to find

No one's really even in it

So surreal it steals your attention

Works on completed separation

No hesitation

When the time of mind

Is just right to ripe

A harvest is what reaps

these lives we strive to live it right

We die to find the light when its

The darkest

Each energetic cord

Created pieces the puzzle you situated by not being able to ignore

A war in heavenly realms

Each angel and demon

Playing tug of war

Each needing each other

To journey to the core

The essence through the mind

You find can be done by

Always being present we

Find ourselves by falling behind

Guided by a protecting force

to take the course on my chores

got to clean up these streets

we meet those behind the heat

beating to an apocalyptic tone

hoping no one sees death too soon

My grace, my place is all for 

his purpose; the pain I faced

I had indeed for sure never deserve it

I took it on! to be the one!

who stay strong to continue on

when the world says you're wrong

it's a song ; in my poetic format 

me a doormat to the unseen dimension

& all those who know me & fail to mention

or take a sneak peek 

just take a minute to listen

I've mentioned all I heard

the word is all there is 

if it is or not intended

we have well worked over time

it's now time

to speak of how the story ends

in victory and triumph

It's taken a life to meet you

A season to leave you

I do it again- just to meet you

to try to mend

all we let defeat you & I again

never meant to mislead

was looking to settle down

could've settled down

if I spent more time

with you instead of

running all over town

was it the dope

or is that my mask

underneath the pain

it's where I like to dance

Cuts you and us

right in half

others would say

we don't look that bad

till they see our home

how driven insane we are

and intensely mad

I do it all again

to find the peace

to attain my sanity

when we both have gone insane

Don't stay mad at me

no one is here to blame

it's just our familiar well-known tragedy

passed on to us

from our

Moms & Dads

#generations #blameless 

Ever since birth

i've hurt myself to reveal the pain

not only i but those who died in vain

not heard or free

it's on my to lead the deceased

is it them or me

who to believe in

when giving so much misery

my demons seem to have reasons for not leaving

continue to feed me beat me at my own game

known to have no stable home

always roamed not knowing where I'll go

wind blows through my open doors

Lord Can you hear me

can you tell me what i need to say

to my kids if, I go away

will they even know my struggle

or will they be to afraid to be told

i'm only trouble

to my dying days i fought to tell

a story which was left unsaid

so i fled away fell astray

to a complicated fate, what awaits

i questions my existence

cause my vision is about to take place

is it death or really living

all i'm sure of is the next step

to find freedom or my own prison

I see & believe - dope makes me more

in tune with where I am going? is this a lie?

daily I'm entertaining this other me

to be ok with my inner means t

o attain maintain insane mind dreams

the grudge, the love the tug

it's never enough but I won't give up

I head up to get another rush

of that good stuff

it's my fix- it's my dose to cope

with everyday life in this black and white

The world, I know when I'm losing control

spiralling out of my black hole

nobody knows

how it is in my home

I'm not alone

I have always a sidekick lover

who is underneath the weight

of my multi-facade who robs

us of trust- it loves to get close

then crush- it's just a ghost of emptiness

which anything it touches it dissolves to dust

nothingness or is this

what happens when anything or anyone

comes between the dream of this fiend

I dream while awake- I seen what it takes

I'm weighing myself - not to do too much

but it's never enough just enough

keeps me out of touch

Set the night of fire

its flames I see go higher

its ashes and bones remain

I'm reminded I cant be burned

which all are surprised to see

I ask as I plead- be amazed

when the fire smokes you out

I'm in the furnace

only to smoke you all out

I come to blow the smoke you all out

as it all goes around

all the silence drowns out violence

it so dark at these times

no one ever sees what part takes

dusk to dawn I've evaded those who prey

i pray in the same streets innocents

have been laid to fate

torn by flesh- soul less never rest

spirit is set free- looking down

to have it down on me!!

I've witnessed tragedy take place

in hopes to set you free

but it mistakes to receive the seed

planted as it dies

in eternal bliss

from you to me