who am i?

that's a hard question.

i am an everchanging person.

my soul has lived thousands of years

and is a chameleon that's constantly changing its colors.

from one day to the next, i am not the same.

but one thing i always am, is me.

/enna.paz

welcome back

says my journal

and my blank word document.

they are relieved not to be starving again.

welcome back

says the soul that has been knocking inside of me

waiting to be released.

welcome back

to sanity.

to letting it all go.

welcome back home.

/enna.paz

she was a goddess

just waiting for someone

to worship her.

to see her worth.

but in the meantime,

she’d be busy

worshipping herself.

/enna.paz

she’s an endless summer

waiting to disrupt your winter.

you hide behind the snow

and act cold

all while she’s waiting

to melt you

and bring you warmth

like winter has never seen before.

/enna.paz

sometimes i feel so deep

and into my emotions.

sometimes it’s like they aren’t even there.

who am i?

i change everyday and am constantly wondering about myself.

is this normal? or is there something deeper going on?

i know why this is happening, but the world doesn't.

i think it's time i let them know.

/enna.paz

she floated.

she felt light.

she felt happy but still like she was in the middle of a cloud.

everything was so wide open,

it took her breath away.

what do you do when you have that much space suddenly free?

you dive into it.

/enna.paz