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It Was Always You
A timeline of poetry and letters that walk you through the slow destruction of one woman's ego and her ascension into love.
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Knowing

I knew he loved me long before he told me.

His eyes gave that secret away long before his lips did.

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Write From The Heart
Write something that means something to you, something personal, something you long for or something you regret. Write about something you need to share. Something unique. Share your story, write from your heart. For good or for bad, devastating or uplifting, write.
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His Description...

What should I describe first, his body, mind or his soul. Each layer is so delicately and meticulously wrapped. If you are so privileged as to travel far into these depths, well beyond the hard surface that which meets the eye, you would be taken into a mysterious and mystical world. One like you never could imagine.

Just as one must travel far into the vast universe in order to reach the surface of the moon. The same is true to reach his soul.

Upon the surface stands a solid structure of a man. The veins of life that run down his arms are that of a wild stallion that’s been running wild and free. The perfect anatomy of what a man should be, his muscles so skillfully etched into his frame, as though he was carved by Michelangelo himself. Every inch of him exudes the perfect precision of strength and masculinity.

If you are willing and able to pass through the gates of his fortress, past the deep valleys and ridges that span across his tough terrain, you will enter his mind. You must be warned, before you celebrate this victory know that this is only the vail of many layers that you will attempt break through.

Despite his best effort you will be lured by his mysterious ways, as you will find yourself sliding down the rabbit hole of his mind. Your eyes will be affixed and your mind will soon be obsessed with dissecting the complexity of the puzzle set before you.

With only a few words spoken everyday you are met with the challenge of deciphering all what is left unsaid. You will leave his presence stumbling and questioning your own reality. No longer sure of what is fact or what is fiction until the haze of his spell fades.

Once back to your reality, one of which you are sure of, you will begin to crave him. You have felt the rush of his being and the magnetic pull of his passion that starts to lure you right back.

Like a diver that has had to adapt to the pressure of the sea so will you have to adapt to him. Slowly acclimating yourself to his powerful being until you can breath the air that only he breaths.

Time is not on your side and patience will become your closest alli, as the barriers you still have left to cross are vast in numbers.

Getting to know his mind is like trying to ride a wild mustang. The second you think you’ve figured him out, he will buck you to the ground. Yet, each time you’ll go running back because you’ll catch a glimpse of his soul that has begun to shine through.

With each new layer you will discover a world within a world that slowly begins to soften. The layers of mountains you’ve been climbing don’t seem so big anymore and you’ll feel stronger than you’ve ever been before. With only a glance he can calm your mind and bring peace to your anxious heart. As you reflect on your journey of his mind, you’ll see how much he has made you grow.

Then the day will come when the world as you’ve known it has changed. The colors within your view have become brighter and the clouds will leave you messages in the sky. Even the smallest insect will carry a place in your heart. You’ll see the filmstrip of your future run through your mind, only pausing long enough for you to see that’s exactly where you want to be.

You will look up to the moon on a crisp autumn night and know that he is doing the same. Thoughts of him will weave through your mind as though they are the thread of the finest tapestry in the world. You will begin feel him long after he is gone, as his essence has embedded itself so deep in to your awareness, that you can’t help but to feel him.

When he touches you and you can equate it with being stuck by lightening, leaving your hair standing on end, and chills down your spine. When you can feel the power of Niagara Falls from just the thought of his kiss.

When you look into his eyes, and the whole world seems to disappear. You will feel like you’ve been lifted into the sky and held with him in the hands of God. When only peace and love fills your heart with a knowing of what heaven on earth feels like. When he is wrapped in an aura of violet and indigo and you see the light from his palms illuminate the darkness, like the sunrise of a new day.

It is in this moment... when you have felt all of this... you will know what his soul is like.

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Silent Conversations

They're spoken through the wind, and through the clouds up so high.

They're spoken through the moonlight, and through the stars in the sky.

They're spoken through my dreams at night, and through the look in your eyes.

They're silent conversations, and where my heart resides.

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You

When I am laying in your arms I feel an overwhelming calmness come over me that makes me never want to leave.

I feel myself melt so far into the depths of your being that I lose sight of who I am without you.

You have ignited a fire within my core that blazes for you and you only.

You take me to heights that only eagles can soar. Raising every bar I ever set for myself.

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Violet

Violet is the color of the passion I have for you, for your soul is so rich that red just won’t do.

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Moon

You are the moon that changes the tides of my mind.

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For a man with such an impeccable memory, oh how fast he forgets his own greatness.

That’s ok... I’ll just remind him everyday.

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Hands of Light

Your hands carry lightening that electrifies my soul...

Will you please light up my world?

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Your energy penetrates my skin with even the slightest touch. Quickly moving to my bloodstream and before long depositing into the marrow of my bones.

How can one come back from that?

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A Walk in the Woods

Tonight we had to walk through the woods. It was dark and I was wearing heels. You held my hand as you lead the way. I didn’t want you to let it go... but you did.