Daily Notion 2
Hope, it was all there was, it's all we had
Lost that, now we are faced with facts
Facts that are more likely to attack
The heart-Ending the start
of a rebuilt infatuation for one another
before the idea was smothered
I tried to love like a mother
but rather than accept this, you trashed this
you turned to running
caused me to suffer
and cover the numbers of dark colors
that have made there home in my soul
I lost what's gold and was made cold
Our Memories fade throughout my consciousness like how the devils song fades into the pit of fire.
The never ending nothingness is bliss to a soul like me. Trapped by the sin because the lovers decided that spoken words by something of complete and unchanging power wasn't already scary enough to keep them from dancing with temptation and showing affection to broken trust.
A promise kept was no longer kept
They stepped into death and slept with evil- So accept the fact of knowing the wrong and wishing for right, this fight just started.
Where is your might?
I thought you had words of thunder and a touch of lightning?
Why are you afraid of the rain?
Did a drop of realization moist your scalp and soak into your head of diamond?
Was your brain revived with the drop of truth?
Did your mind open as the first flower of spring did as winter chills left the air?
Where you hit by the train of guilt as the bullet of change made its mark?
Do you feel the shackles of solitude ?
No, you wanted freedom.
Let this destroy you.
Love
Is was like the Ocean
As uncontrollable as the tides that move in mysterious ways,
As beautiful as the shine of the sunset reflecting off the waves,
As strong as the crash that destroys the world below the blue
As deep as the depth of the Mariana
It's true, it was.
It is unchanging,
It is infinite
It is... love
just remember how this feels,
the Agony of Seclusion that you put yourself into
"a fooled man, can't get fooled again "
I can't contain this soul drain
my words reign these pages,
they make there mark of desolation
I find sensation in my locution formation
Preferably regarding my fondness or my pity
Never ending ends of happiness that ends
It consumes my psyche
I have sprout into exhaustion
my sentiments are dominate
I supplicate..
Łiberate my tribulation
Bad
Hey baby, You there?
I want you to know that I am here for you.
You know, there is not anyone there for you, nobody cares for you, but I do. Yeah, I care for you. I am here for you, I’ll kill for you. I like the way you are, flaws and all, I like those life taking eyes, and that evil smile you got, I like your weird hairstyle and that bad attitude you got. I like the way you look at me, You know that look of pleasure, and how you give those obscene gestures, Oh, How I love that.
I am the bad guy, You see?
I do bad things, and I won’t get better.
I”m a sickness that kills, the worst of it’s kind.
You don’t care about it though, You don’t care about the problems I have or the pain that I have, It doesn’t matter to you that I am deranged, You know, Just a bit non-compos-mentis.
A bit mad they say..
It’s okay in your mind, and I love that.
I can’t say what will happen with us, You know together.. I can’t say what the future holds, I don’t look there. I live in the moment, Just try and get past each second in the minutes as if it was a big wall that I had to clime. You see, There is not much to me, I am not strong, I am not gifted like others, I don’t see life the way most people do.
I am different, You are too that’s what makes us work. I can’t promise you money, I can’t promise you a lavish life, because I don’t want to live like that. I want to live simple, because as gonzo, you know, batshit, wacky, as I am, I am kinda simple. So don’t expect much from me. I will make you as happy as I can, I will make sure we have lot’s of priceless and fucked up memory’s, I will make sure that you are safe, and calm. So baby, Are you ready?
Wanna be bad?
Let’s get into some trouble together