Looking Through The Window
I gaze through the window of families I see, so happy and smiling, and wish it was me.
Love seems to be very materialistic in my home. It can change the room from gloom to blooms in an instant I have learnt.
If only they wouldn't drink, perhaps just stop and think. They may have made some careful choices with their tongue.
Tamed their hurtful words, and turned the music down.
Instead of cranking it right up, and pass unconscious on the ground!
If they hadn't always been encouraged to "just have a quick half" Of course it never was, nor do I think it was ever meant to be!
Oh the awful scenes I've witnessed, things I can't unsee. The shameful moments you put me through. For all the world to see!
It's funny when at a friend's house, I saw how a home should be. Sharing, caring, laughing with a loving family.
I know it wasn't all bad, and some memories I hold dear. Just not enough of those to cherish, and quickly turned to fear!
Looking through the window, would mostly make me sad. The yearning and desire of the love I never had!
Narcissist Dictionary
"How do you talk to a Narcissist,
how do you talk to a Narcissist?
Face them with your rear, and show them where to kiss. That's how you talk to a Narcissist.
So how do you deal with a Narcissist, how do you deal with a Narcissist?
Tell it to them straight to avoid bullshit! That's how you deal with a Narcissist!
Well how do you believe a Narcissist, how do you believe a Narcissist?
If their lips are moving it's toxic shit! That's how you believe a Narcissist!
So how do you stay friends with a Narcissist, how do you stay friends with a Narcissist?
Stay as far away as possible, at all costs. That's how you stay friends with a Narcissist!"
Echoes From Gaza
"Today I lost a son, my sister and my mum. I never thought my day would end like this!
Unborn babes are dead, their Mother's,
bleeding heads. The chorus of despair is deafening loud!
When will this nightmare stop, we need people from the top. This will give us a greater chance to survive!
Our children's skin is burnt, chaos. Terror haunts. Yet we fight on to hold our dear ones close.
Grandma's, brothers, Aunt's and Uncles. Wiped out in a flash. Let love and hope save us, and heal this broken land!
Trembling little babies, traumatised from shock. Let the world open up their arms and please make this nightmare stop!
Here and Now
I'm here floating on a flying carpet destination unknown.
My head feels like a flapping bird, and goes off on its own
In the break of dawn the carpet will land, and the fog will move on.
My head will calm and be still. The birds wings have gone.
My faithful pillow beckons me, a yearning so indeed.
Always constant never changing exactly what I need!
Tis time to say farewell, as my dreams are calling me. In the morn
I know my body will come back to me
Delighted To Enlighten.
"Ding dong delightful, is the life indeed for me.
Meet your mates for teacakes and then have a cup of tea!
Smile at your neighbour, and lend a helping hand. When you know your own true value, you will truly understand!
I invite you to enlighten and treasure every day.
Ding, dong delightful is the only life for me!
Betrayal
The smile with a jab, the trust you once had.
Did it ever exist, will you ever be missed?
Is this a dream, or not what it seems. Then reality hits, and the pain takes the reins.
Shock runs amuck, denial, bad luck!?
Why is this happening, how could they!? When all you share is kindness, and to brighten others days!
Ultimately no matter where you are, or what you do. There will always be those who, shock and betray you!
When the mask slips.
Beware of the toxic tongues and darkness that hides.
Although appears buried but always inside.
Though for a time they cling on for a while. Eventually the poison seeps out and the insults arrive.
Even though forever hopeful, a positive change will uplift.
Unfortunately for some the mask will always slip