fight or flight
He said these words to me
“You have Flight or Flight, you fight but fly off every time!!!”
but truth is not meant for feeling.
Reeling slightly, I stumbled
“Yeah, I guess but it’s always been for the best”
Yet with him, I fled when truly I should have planted my feet instead.
Heaven help me,
hindsight is foresight
and this last endeavour
taught I am not always in the right.
been afraid of changing because
I built my life
here I am
these heart beats
I ask thee true
“Have we sailed too far from the blue, to make our way back out of this storm ? “
as you try and find land, I wade in the shallow covered in these shifting sands...
I am a mess, let's not pretend, it's simply complicated as dates roll up on me like crips and bloods running wild.
Deactivated my Crackbook once again, memories can be evil this time of year.
I have lost so many friends I give, ya know?!
Like ENOIUGH already but everyday brings LIFE and the way LIFE goes, flows, fast and slow, here I AM.
One of my oldest friends had a stroke
(no sympathy please, he is a lost boy and refuses to growup)
and I realized in a blink he would be another star.
I am ready for peace, for quiet, for life to be still and be one with my being.
Today I AM and tomorrow I WILL be as well.
I Love who I AM and that my friends is quite simply ENOUGH.