My eyes keep searching for you

Like a repetitive song

You pass through my mind almost every second

Your silhouette

Like a ghost I see even when my eyes are closed

If I keep waiting for you

Will we finally meet again

Who knows what will be left of me then

When we finally meet again

Perhaps I’ve lived too many lives and none at all

At the young age of twenty

I’ve told some lies and then some

I still believe in true love but

I don’t think anyone’s coming to save me

I still find myself pretending

Slipping into that safe, isolated place

It’s better here then there

People still give me tension

My smile isn’t as quick as it used to be

I feel sorry for something I can’t place

I don’t miss much but

I think I’m missing more

Ever since I started missing you

Your pretty face fades in and out of memory

Tears and smiles appear when I think of you

I'm sad and you are gone

I wonder...

Will I see your smile again

I want to...

Just one more time

Just once

If I was a bird

I’d fly as high as I could to try and reach you

Past clouds and planes

Past stars and moons

Past galaxies and black holes

Just to try to find you

Should I stay or

Should I go

Everything I had ever known

Is it always out of reach

To far for even my long arms

To deep to hold my breath long enough

To intangible to hold close to my heart

Should I stay or

Should I go

Do I really know anything at all

I walked through the street I used to live on, it seemed nothing had changed

Yet everything seemed so vague and disheartening. The grass seemed less green and the sky was less blue. Children's toys were abandoned and all my friends had already moved away. Perhaps nothing had changed, and I was the one who had lost my way.

Like a never ending cycle

I was drawn to loneliness after you were gone

Yet I was instilled with a desire to live

Even though you would not draw another breath

Your brown eyes, I can’t look at pictures of you

To think you are gone

My brain still doesn’t want to comprehend

Like a never ending cycle

I think of you and wonder

Should I smile or should I cry?

Until your pretty blue eyes

I had always preferred brown

Your laugh was cute

Your determination admirable

Your nervousness was sweet

Now I wish I never knew you

That we had never crossed paths

We are perpendicular lines

Some time spend together but

Now I think it’s best

If we went are separate ways

But I know, I know

I could have loved you

For what it’s worth

I think I love you

I wanted to buy you food

Put silly hats on you and take a picture

Cause your always cute

I really wanted to show you my love

Maybe I still do but, but, but

You’ve already broken my heart