Scars Of The Heart
I wear this scar upon my heart,
A reminder of how our love fell apart.
I chose to give you my life,
My hand, For what?
A life full of strife?
For you to only cage me in,
While no longer having,
The strength to win.
You took my crown,
And held me down.
Hidden from the world,
You poisoned my free flying wings.
Left them shriveled to die,
So I could no longer fly.
I took a jump,
Off the cliff of chance.
Hoping to make it right, I
Changed my path.
Hard as it was,
You tried holding me back.
Showing me your wicked wrath.
I rather die alone,
Then be the clone,
You want me to be.
I felt its time,
Time for me
You should see me now,
And hear me sing!
Now all you want is to
come back to me.
I wear this scar upon my heart,
Only to remind me how
our love fell apart.
Make no mistake, I
Will love you till I die.
By letting go of my hand,
You made room for a real man.
You are no longer my love,
No longer my life.
I wish you knew
As I started to tell you my thoughts and what I truly needed in my life,
You stared into my eyes with such intense passion of being interested.
I began to explain that all I need is a single soul who understands me.
Just one pure soul!
To never underestimate the importance of understanding someone fully.
With understanding me completely,
Means you are better equipped to love me the right way, deeper and soulfully.
You will know how to nurture me,
care for me and ultimately complete me.
To understand someone is to love exactly who they are,
in that exact moment.
Loving their Flaws and imperfections.
With Complete acceptance,
there's no room for rejection.
The enlightenment of true understanding is a powerful thing.
As your eyes remained locked on mine,
I looked straight through yours.
All that's left now to say is "I wish you knew exactly what I meant. I guess you never will."
I have so many thoughts rushing through my mind
So much to say yet
No words to write down
All seem to damn hard to find
My demons stop me from expressing myself
My angels must be busy helping someone else
I need to get these feelings and thoughts out of my head
I don't know how to tell you what I need and what I dread
Finding a way to push away this writers block
It's to hard
I give up
Ebb & Flow
The natural ebb and flow of life
People coming in
People going out
Shifts and changes are all around us
The Cycles of life
Sweet and bitter transitions
The unique way the universe
Forces on us the insights to ourselves
Through it all
Always remember to have
Seek the one who knows how to ride
With the flow of your tide
Seek the paths that speak to your soul
And without a doubt
It's the path your meant to follow
Be gentle with yourself
Will see you through
These Ebbs and flows of life
➰Life Or Death➰
As death knocks at my door I am tempted to answer
Weakness takes over me
There is no strength anymore
Balancing on a thin line of giving up
Or continuing to try
Mind wandering thoughts
How will it be on the other side
Is happiness abundant again
Is there just beginnings with no ends
Do you stay young and full of life
I am intrigued with the thought of leaving behind all my daily strife
I am tempted to give up today
If I decide to stay
How will be my future days
Full of joy and solace
Or pain and sorrow
The answers to all my questions
I will never know
Yet I know I must decide
To live or to say goodbye
With overwhelming doubts swimming in my mind
I choose to stay
And not give up and die today...
One Last Time
Look my way just one more time
Before the clock strikes 12
Descending us into the nights darkness
This light won't last forever
Nothing ever does
Walk with me one last time
Before we drift apart into the sea
The tides sway back and forth
With such force
Like the heart does when falling in and Out of love
The wind blows around us
As we take a deep breath and
For one last time...
I drink a cocktail of moonlight, full of your memory.
Sitting idle as you intoxicate my blood.
You pump through my veins like a tantalizing mix.
Drenched in the dreamy night sky of wet lust and tingling love.
Left with the sweet after taste,
of the moonlight at midnight.....
Love is a iffy kind of f@#k
You never know if you'll have good luck
Some days are sunshine and pretty roses
Others are get out of my life you dreadful free loader!!
So you throw the dice to see what you get.
This time I won't even place that bet!!
Free from what you need me to do.
Whoever said love is great,
I rather get tattooed!!