I wish that I could see her.

~

I wish that I could talk to her more.

~

I wish that I could joke with her.

~

I wish that I could laugh with her.

~

But alas.

~

The virus has come, and it has said...

~

Fuck you.

~~

Never again will I smile, at least mean it.

~

Never again will happiness be a true feeling for me.

~

Never again will my consciousness let me think on my own.

~

Never again will my skin be the same.

~

Never again will my “friends” get close to me.

~

Never again will I feel comfortable with people, with such despicable creatures.

~

Never again...

~ ~

Every time I try and sleep, I think about her.

~

Every time I wake up in the morning, I think about her.

~

I should get over her, if she noticed she’d probably manipulate me.

~

But I can’t, she is my life.

~

I may not be her life, but in my eyes, she is my life.

~

Tears roll down my eyes before my slumber.

~

I wish that things were better.

~

I wish you would return my love.

~

But I can’t force you.

~

So all I can do is hope that one day, things will change...

~