The trees on my street have started to weep
They are sad for the souls who died from deceit
They are tired of the lies
that grow with them to no wits end
The trees all cry with them
The clouds in the sky
all say their goodbyes
and move to a better life
But the trees, the trees are stuck there envious of that life
The trees see it all from life to death
from start to finish
but never get their way
They grow and grow
and become a home
until the end of their days
But they become strong,
string enough to bear it all with every swaying branch
But through it all they never falter in their wind drawn trance
And without a doubt the trees on my street have started to weep
Because they long to see the end of the week
I think im in love guys
Your words of silken tongue
Entrance me evermore
Through every born revelation
I close the gap of heavens door
Each conversive transaction
Blasted to fractions
By the second
For when I long to call you a kindred spirit
Be it by picture or by lyrics
I long for your kindred spirit
My visage of you tho full of holes
Is shaped in gold
As I await the thrilling stories yet to be told
At times I feel dismissive
Days can go by and I see them different
A callous on my soul
A chill runs down my spirit
You hear it?
Could of sworn it sounded like me not giving a shit
But I do tho...
Just not about what you think
If for a second I feel you about to sink I'll come running
It won't be funny
At the drop of a hat id set the world a burning.
But you don't need that
You need a wall to shield you when the heavens come crashing down
An umbrella to block the rain pouring into your life
You just need a friend
But I'll be damned if that's me
Is an opportunity
Two is consistency
And three gives me four reasons to not want to see you five times out of the week
There Are four letters in love
but none of them are u
What we had were two kids who didn't know that one of them wanted to eat the heart of the other
congrats tho sweetheart
You left us both heartless
Screaming ant what ever deity we thought mattered
To fix the clangs
To bring back the sun you stole from me
The vacant memories running on empty because you filled all of them
The matress you and my former best friend ruined
The birthdays I wanted to spend with you
The moment of passion that was my first kiss
The nights of terror comforting you from your demons
That creep in
To say that I loved you would be undeniable truth
But those times are buried right where my heart is
And I love you isn't true for me anymore
It was light’s touch that made life’s first spoken word laughter.
The silence that followed was bliss forever after.
The doves above the world fall there of,
to which we see the mark of an alcove.
Ashes to ashes and dawn to dusk is the way the universe works.
Mountains wave as the oceans weep, with their twisted spirits woven from lights brittle creak.
Starlight star bright found its soul etched on the moon tonight.
Dreamed of it one day and didnt give up the fight.
Now its marked as a legend
and the cosmos feels just right
I wanna fuck the moon
If the moon is confused
How could you not be too?
How still and brilliant
Strong but shimmering
Vast contrasts to Midnight’s peak
Brake now on Sol’s stunning Ray
And come back to me at the end of my days
Your fist grows higher through the skies salute me with every passing month
And drop away with the hint of sorrow
I’ll see you again tomorrow
See me as i am
Scarred and battered
A body not broken
But boasting of championships
Won from heart ache
Awards for never being enough
Accolades of average indifference
Unknown to those who choose not to see it
Im still fighting for my superbowl ring.
I want it.
I crave it.
I need to know that im still worthy of love...
Even if its not from you....
I cant settle for second place in this...
Because the prize is knowing it was worth the struggle being here
Through drought and famine.....
My hunger panes remind me where I stand in my life.
I'm wadin in a pit of my sorrows looking for a life line I know isn't there
For no reason other than the fact that you can't be on both sides of a rope when you play tug of war with your sanity
But it was in there that I survived
Toughed it through
old history hurricanes
Emotional body blow for earthquakes
Too soon tsunamis
And wild love wildfires
The pit was sanctuary
The disillusioned fever dream that kept me from disolving in the darkness I dwelled in
That and a fuckton of weed
But I did it
Against all odds I fought the fears
Made some friends
Shed some tears
Gathered memories that lasted years
And made my self in an image that will last for years
The pit protected me
Up until I no longer needed it
And when it was time to come out I no longer looked for a life line
I took the stairs