We were intimate

Though I told her there was more to it, she didn’t believe me

I saw it in her face and I’d heard it in her history

She’d never believe it

The question for me was: would I still try?

I love her dearly

But she’d just deny it

I ask myself if it’s worth the trouble

And I answer, “Yes,” before the question’s over

She’s got flaws, but they’re so few, I want her

When I met her, I saw beauty, but she dismissed me right away

I thought she was a stuck-up bitch and I wasn’t shy to say it

She glimpsed at me so unimpressed

Eventually, a friendship grew

But to this day she can't believe

I’d want something with her

We’ve had this conversation and I know who messed her up

I can’t say cause she didn’t tell me who, but she did tell me what

Putting two and two together, I know just who he is

I’d kick his ass if it would bring back what he took from her so she could give to me

Put myself through all this trouble?

Am I about to do this?

I can’t imagine something else

Some people are just worth it

She was a firework

she knew what she was doing at every turn

My grateful lover was also a generous lover

she gave 110% of herself every time and expected nothing in return

she hoped one day, she’d find the one, but no matter how many compliments she got, she never got the one she wanted

“You know what you’re doing”

“That’s the best I’ve ever had”

among the things she heard frequently

but only one was brave enough to take on her heart

with ulterior motives of course

because a girl with moves like those had to have a history and that history couldn’t be good

but she was fun, so she had a long list of followers, long list of lovers, but none were honest suitors

they all came for the pass

they loved her dearly, but not enough to change their plans or add her to them

she thought about selling herself instead

why would she give it all for free to just her friends?

She wasn't like anyone else

She didn't complain, even when she was dying

So when I saw her cry, my world came down with hers

But she picked herself up faster than I ever could

She didn't envy and she wasn't selfish

She wasn't greedy or unreasonable

She was responsible

Relatable

Respectable

Noble

But nowhere near perfect

Just human

I forgot who I was sometimes

I forgot what I was doing

What my purpose was

Sure, it's obsessive, but if you'd met her, you'd understand

No one could resist her if they tried unless they were dead inside

I told her things and I meant them, but sometimes life had other plans

So I saw her smile die out when I wasn't around and when I'd come back, she'd avoid eye contact

I wanted to take her in my arms and tell her it's alright

Let's go steady tonight and for the rest of our lives

Is that too uptight?

I know what she likes and to make sure she knows that she's on my mind, I remind her that she's always on mine

No, we don't talk all the time, but I my love is for once in a life

And I've chosen her for the rest of this one

Done right, we'll rise above

And I'll suffer the consequences if she'll stay by my side

She makes me feel alive

She told me to stay away, said it was for my own good

I once was a fool, but the look in her eye told me, “Don’t be a tool.”

I believed her and then watched swarms gather by trying to eat her alive

I ran in arms wide open, to defend her my mission

but among all the ruckus I heard one thing clearly, “Stay away still applies for your own good, stay aside.”

I thought about leaving, but it was implied that she’d make it without me and be right back

i would’ve been attacked

i could’ve died

and she came out unscathed, but different inside

I was still the same guy

So I thought till I realized

she had taken those guys down herself

so She doesnt need help, but she wants me to herself

what she’ll do to a woman is nothing because

she respects a vagina, but it’s my dick she trusts

Every night, the same story. Crumbs on the bed.

I tell her not to do it and she does it again

Crumbs on the fuckin bed

Crumbs up my ass and itchin my head

Honey, boo-boo, darling, please, no more crumbs on the bed

Shake it off and refrain from doing that ever again

But every night, it's the same

Fucking crumbs on the bed

He was mad because he thought I took his woman

but he’s the one who let her go

I was just there to catch her when he should've been

suppose I let her fall and hurt herself

I guess that would make me the same caliber man as he

except I’m not

I’m much more gentlemanly