Drugged Far Away
Now and then-
I'll see you all of you and more
You know this poem was meant for you cause you would know this is my handwriting
As long as I get to stay we'll be together
Be meant that our love will last forever so I wouldn't have even tell you these tortures,
Please stay-
Warn you but only the misunderstood, but I am here to prove your arrogance towards the obscurely difference I've written for you to lay and stay
Can I show you the world inside my head what a wonderful mess you've created
Just give me a chance to show something worth more than showing something
and if I am wrong than make me bend on my knees dishonesty-
Creating screams will bring you write back down as; check your morals they'll make you feel as strong as an unbreakable tower
g.l.
Aquarius 29
Born during one of the coldest months of the year
Where everything os covered in layers of fluffy white snow
Tranquil landscapes through out the streets
My gemstone a garnet
A simple gorgeous burgundy red- symbolizing loyalty and wisdom
Also in the Chinese zodiac I'm an Ox
There's not much difference it's just another ordinary day
I'll wake up the same only that I'd be one year older than I was the last
A time to celebrate
Receiving gifts for being born
Strangely I had the luck to share the same day of my birth with my mother and father
All three of us share a truly connected family trio
Commonly everyone around celebrates an individual-
Bizarre is the word you're searching for
This is rare no doubt
Unbelievable the day goes on and I'm officially 18
It's crazy
A young adult
The moment the light I blew vanished
a big smile came across my face
hoping that my wish would come true
Believing that I'd be forever with you
g.l.
Beauty Kills
My bed was not made to withstand the weight of my depression
The covers won't hide any of my tears
It soaked them all up
Don't romanticize
Suicide
There's no glory in wanting to hurt yourself
If you stay behind
It doesn't mean that they won't leave a trail to follow
I attempt to wash the pain away
g.l.
What’s Full What’s Empty
A glass half empty
a glass half full
what's the difference
cause either way you won't have a full cup
it just doesn't matter
realizing what's there and not being able to ever complete it
it's such a hassle
so contemplate
half full or half empty
like the crescent moon fading into my soul
g.l.
4am Thoughts
At night
I am wide awake
it's 3:57am,
I'm wearing your favorite band tee,
but it's been to long
it doesn't smell like you anymore
it's 3:58am,
a cool breeze comes from my window
reminding me
that you're not here to keep me warm and secure
it's 3:59am,
I'm trying to convince myself that you'll come back
and love me
it's 4:00am,
and I'm lying here
pretending that you're not involved with anyone else
but now my eyes are so blurry
that I can't see the time anymore
g.l.
