Missing my baby girl
When @k_wisdom posted "is it possible to miss someone you have never met". I posted My Angel "I felt her grow so full of life until there was not.
I birthed her like the rest.
She was beautiful just like her sisters. Blue eyes brown hair. I held her tight and kissed her goodnight.
I miss my angel Allex."
I won that prose btw. But today she would have been 7 and I miss her so much, even though I've never met her. My selfish self wants me to have her by my side but when I think that my youngest wouldn't be here I know God had a plan. And his plan is bigger than me. #ainsleyisablessing
I've become a woman of tradition. A woman who loves consistency and routine. I never thought I would be that kind of person. Boring? No, but comfortable with myself and my life. It took me almost 40 years to get here but here I am finding myself doing the same "habits" every day and loving every minute of it! Don't get me wrong I still love to fly by the seat of my pants once in a while and party like a rock star! ;) Cheers! #thereishopeforyouyoungins