After an evening of intense lovemaking in their shared studio apartment on their one and only twin sized mattress, Lisa and Dawn walk up to the counter of their neighborhood movie theater. They've stuffed themselves into one giant overcoat, presumably made for a four hundred pound man. The ticket seller looks up from his paperback, blank face. Dawn says, "One ticket to the last show," and places a twenty on the counter.

The guy, puts his paperback face down on the counter, takes the twenty, pushes back one ticket and change, says, "Theater two on your right," and goes back to reading.

They walked to Praxede.

When they arrived, Praxede, Prax to his friends, looked them up and down, said, "Why the fuck you walking up on me? You want advice? Do it or don't, doesn't matter to me. Stay or go? Do what you want, just get outta my face. I got nothing for you. You want me to tell you the meaning of life? Death is the meaning of life, so jump off a cliff, wade into the ocean, start swimming til you can't see land, and keep going. Be done with it."

One of the walkers said, "Prax, we don't need advice, we just wanted to see you. Bask in your glory."

Prax furrowed his brow like he was trying to set a world record for most furrowed brow, replied, "Son, first of all, you ain't no friend of mine, so say my full name or say, "Hey Mister Praxede," but do not address me informally again. Second, there's no glory to be basked in. There's only the shit you see every waking moment of every inglorious day on this earth. So bask in the sun, sail a boat to the Basque region of Spain, but do not put your troubles on me. I have enough of my own, and all these years, I've accepted enough of humanity's concerns for an infinite number of lifetimes. There's no cure for humanity. There's just the days and the space between birth and death, and we all eat, shit, work, and fuck if we're lucky."

A young woman, another walker, said, "But Mr. Praxede, you've always been here for us. We've come to rely on you, all of us."

Praxede laughed out loud, said, "Praxede used to provide a pax, now you get a Praxede pox. It's over, young ones. Tell the rest. Pack your bags, kiss your children and grandbabies goodbye, and leave me to ponder what could have been while I sip espresso at sidewalk cafes and visit those who came before me in ornate, decrepit mausoleums. I desire peace for the rest of my days, for I have lived the opposite. I've been at war with all of you who walk the mountain steps, who crawl across deserts, prostrate yourselves to my infinite misinformation, though my words were true as they left my lips, they soured, fell on deaf ears, disemboweled by demons dressed as senators as they touched your minds. One cannot turn rotting flesh back to baby's breath. What a fool I have been to think I could save anything. I couldn't even save myself. Praxede, the woebegotten savior of mankind."

They walked away from Praxede. Didn't believe a word he'd said. Made plans to walk again, walk to someone else. A different mountain, a different demigod, an infinite number of steps. Praxede had had enough, and they must walk on.

After early basketball practice,

high school,

waiting for the late bus home,

my cheerleader girlfriend,

future ex-wife

and I, roamed the halls.

Bored,

I tried the doorknob

to the library

for no reason at all

other than to see if it would open.

The door gave way,

we walked into darkness,

eyes adjusted

to the gray winter light

pouring through the windows

from the streetlight.

We wandered a bit,

found our way inside

the librarian's back room

where nefarious secrets reside;

banned books,

Mr. Morosco's cane,

children's desire to speak.

We were young enough

to vandalize without discretion.

The sour faced librarian

deserved random destruction,

but wreckage wasn't the plan,

and the risk wasn't worth

anxiety over possible

comeuppance as the principal

grilled the boys basketball team

the next day as we'd

sit in half-moon, leather bound chairs across his desk.

Alone in the room

I touched her arm,

her shoulder,

her face.

She grabbed my ass,

pulled my hips against hers.

I kissed her forehead,

her neck,

brushed her lips with mine,

and suddenly pants, underwear,

and panties

were around ankles.

She kicked her pants

to the side,

turned,

and I entered her from behind.

A furious minute and a half,

my leather letter jacket

brushing against the top of her ass until I finished.

I grabbed a handful of Kleenex from the box

thoughtfully placed

within arm's length,

gave it to her

so we wouldn't leave a trace

of our unauthorized entry.

We put on underwear, undies, pants,

left the library nearly as we'd found it,

walked the remaining halls

until the late bus rolled up.

After a kiss goodnight,

Tony the bus driver

drove me four miles home

on an overheated bus,

so hot I took off my letter jacket.

She walked six blocks home

in the cold.