I've come to the conclusion that I'll succumb

to the antlers' weight

This barricade, crafted of bone,

marrow and lead,

rests on emaciated shoulders

And I realized that I'll calcify

before the Sun ever attempts

to touch me again

You remind me of lightning

Silently flashing and reaching

Wanting to touch the Earth

No sound escapes

Thunder doesn't follow you

And I can never tell

how far you've gone this time

I grasp for these moments

When I get to see something other

than empty skies

Their knives rupture tar-riddled lungs

While shrapnel digs further into Spine 

My creators' voices are constant

Their words seep through cracks 

Shaking my skull

They smother once pure bones

Detesting my entire being

And I can't help but to acknowledge

Their suffocating moans

That I'm of little to no use to Anything with a heartbeat

What I once thought to be nectar

Was nothing less than a facade Venom guised as honey

You bore pure bones

And broke away leaving barren victims

I will be sucking on my wounds

For the rest of my days

The ocean swallowed you

That's what I tell myself

That can be the only reason why

what washed ashore that day

Was merely a bitter husk

And not the man I loved