You are my pain you are my passion my greatest dream and my worst fear. You are a cold storm, a blizzard, you melt me with every touch, every word.

I seek you out, I hide from you, I am at your mercy. For you I'd sin, for you I pray.

I crave your words that hurt me so, you are my tempest, you are my muse.

You are my greatest friend

The words inside my head

When everything else stops flowing

When everyone else is dead

These words we paint upon our hearts 

In colors of varying hues

They fade and are recreated

When at last everyone pays their dues

A price so large

A scar upon our thoughts

Our outlook upon the world

The words that we project

Our needing to be sought

There was this man, well more of a boy really, who would spend his days tossing pinecones into oncoming traffic as to cause a stir amongst the city dwellers and to just watch their comings and goings. He didn't do much in they ways of speaking, nor did he have any skills one would need to partake in any activities in a society. He just sat and watched and listened to the men and women going about their daily business and was awestruck. Amazed at how simple things were, yet how so much was being done simultaneously. The ever moving interworkings of the city, the throngs of people on a lunch break, the men in their funny mayching clothing, ties so tight he thought they might pop. Vendors selling food to the dozens, shady characters slinking in an alley way, hundreds of briefcases of all sizes and shapes. It made him wonder what he'd been missing out on and how his life could be if he were to join the conglomerate. Then as simply as the thought crossed his mind, it would just as easily slip his thoughts, returning him to his simple pine cone tossing at the civilians who once crossed his mind.

I just woke up, and already I hear people moving around outside, I'm starting to rethink choosing this spot to settle down, I'll try to find a more suitable place today..... Alright so I found a place near the lake that might hold prospect, its really oit of the way so im hoping this will be my new home...... I didn't expect that, there was a man in bed and check it out, this guy has food in here to last decades, I havent had a Twinkie in years, oh god, this is good......... I've finished checking around the place,  very quiet, I've been out here scouting for the past 3 hours, not a sound, so I think I hit the jackpot. I finished setting up my bear traps, the grass is taller here, up to my waist, the lake is a bit further than I'd like, but it'll work........... Im turning in for the day, can't believe my luck.