What is numb? Like exactly? There's a cold numb. Hot!! now cold?? Your existence, the air is still, mindboggling thoughts with a gleaming smile sitting in the dark sky. Or the silent tears dropping to your desk. Compliments are nags. All smiles are fake. Someone is watching and I want them to stop. Me disappearing isn't enough, what's more permanent than death itself? Tell me which is more numb, when it's hard to say "I love you" or "I love you too" in a quick response with a whisp of breath taken.
Deep in the Meadow
Deep in the meadow, under the willow
A bed of grass, a soft green pillow. (A hole already dug for your perfect small body.)
Lay down your head and close your eyes
And when they open, the sun will rise
"this world is harsh, you shouldn't live in this lifetime" the mother balling as she puts the box in the hole.
"I love you so... so much, this world doesn't deserve you"
Here it's safe, here it's warm
Here the daisies guard you from every harm
Here your dreams are sweet and tomorrow brings them true
Here is the place where I love you
Fast as lighting
Strong as lighting
Hot as lighting
The energy of lighting flows inside
The surface of a star striking the ground turning it into burned pie crust
The spark in my heart, in my eyes looking across the room from you, hair stands up from the soft touch of your hand on mine.
The spark ignites in between his teeth smirking to hide the envy within his lips
Lighting comes before the thundering storm that comes your way
Tea cups of joy
Madness angered by painted red roses
Cards as guards
Gardens with opinions like a mind
Home is unrealistic
reality isn't realistic
His smile is
The white rabbit is
His yellow eyes glow with hope, with love
Reality at home is cold, standards as high as cobblestone walls in a labyrinth
to bathe in your sun to heal my soul
The daily walk
Selene horse-riding while Helios runs around the earth like a normal day. Like a brother, they annoy their siblings. As they run along he creates a shadow making the moon look smaller and smaller as they go. Selene can't help but roll her eyes and keep riding. Helios can't cover the whole moon in shadow so it goes back to full moon. And he goes and tries again. And again...forever.
Scattered pops of heat thundering in the hot pan
Cloud of steam fills the lid
Warning for you might get burned
The corn can bring a big storm
A funnel near by twists in the wind catches the sweetness within itself
waiting to be engulfed by a mouth
shrinking as the sugar melts
"Are you having fun?"
The smell of dough in the air
upon a stick bolted with ketchup and mustard
You're stomach might see this as a threat but the tastebuds are too focused on devouring this said threat in one bite.
Nachos cheese rained down to the chin to be picked up by a chip
The sun beams into the child boys room the light blue walls with circus wallpaper halfway up. Rainbow balls scattered on the ground, the light blue soft bed all made to smooth perfection, the clean wooden floors complimented with the sun. A creaky door. The noise of eating fills a corner of the room. The shadow of the door hiding the face of the dead body laying on the ground, hand jerks from a body eating it. It looks up at you with it's small beady eyes and the boy head stick out with a bloody mouth and tilts it's head. "uwu?" Feelings gone, blackness is everywhere. No senses. just darkness.
I go find home, music talks in my ear, the sun wraps it's arms around me, the soft feeling of wild flowers brushing my finger tips, I imagine I'm home. If it's a nice day out I go into the backyard and lay in the grass til I feel whole again, I sing my heart out in my room if it is not. When the sun needs a break the blanket takes her place. I think to myself maybe if I sleep the feeling away, it'll be alright.