Sometimes I hate day dreaming

We think of all these things that would happen, like getting married, having kids, but first falling in love with the most amazing person ever. But realizing what if that doesn't happen. I don't wanna dream big and it never happens. The future is a little scary to me..

I love you.

I'd fight for you

I'd even die for you

Your so perfect it seems unreal

I love you so much more

Than you will ever know

Will you marry me?

It's scary yet thrilling

Not love, just friendship

Maybe could lead to

More than friends

Secretly hoping so

Ready for a new adventure

In life just ready and

Maybe it will be

The most beautiful thing

Yet to come. And that's

A little scary for me

I have everything a girl wants

A bestfriend

A loving family

A great church family

An awesome school

A great pastor

Just everything is so amazing

Yet I write about all these negative

Things.. lord knows, I'm not like that in person

I'm happy

I'm excited

Yet when I write nothing positive

Comes out.. Why..

I have a perfect life..

Why, oh why don't I get it??

I'm smiling

I'm laughing

I'm so happy

I'm so excited to see your face

Your beautiful

people say there's no such thing

As perfect??

Then they haven't met you..

Your my best friend

Your so much more

I can't fine words to

Explain how much

I truly care about you

I love you so much.

-your bestfriend.