Blocks and Floods
"What to do when you have writer's block?"
This is a common question. But what about floods?
What if you have so many, too many ideas and you can't decide what to put down?
What if...... Craaaaaaap I don't know what to wriiiiiiiite.
What if you have both at the same time? It's so frustrating!! I have so many ideas and words in my head but I don't know what to write, what I should do, I'm so bored! Uuuggggggghhhhh. What do I do?!
There are too many junctures and transitions and propositions and adjectives and verbs and nouns!!! Not to mention nouns are people, places, things, and ideas!
Idea!!! Write about your block! Write about your flood!
No no. People will reprimand you for copying others, it's too much of a trend nowadays.
Just write your thoughts. But which thoughts?
You have too many interests to keep track of, Auddity!!! >:(
I'm bored but I want to do something but I don't know what to do and I don't want to do anything!
How does one cope with this stress?! How do the famous authors do it? T^T
I wanna go hooooooooome....... I hate school!!!! Right now at least.
*sigh* What to do, what to do. What to do indeed.
Songs I Recommend:
Happier by Marshmello and another dude.
Miss Wanna Die by Jubyphonic (I think that's how you spell her name?)
Megalovania from Undertale (some pple did lyrics and it's amazing)
Basically ANY Alec Benjamin song
Paralyzed by NF
ANY 21Pilots songs (I love Doubt and Heathens)
IMAGINE DRAGONS FOR LIFE!!!!!
The Fray are amazing.
So are the Goo Goo Dolls (even tho they haven't done anything in yrs.... TwT)
I love love LOVE Katy Perry and Taylor Swift.
Zendaya is one of my favs
Fall Out Boy have some stupendous music.
So do Skillet, Panic at the Disco!, and The Script.
Kira has some pretty cool vocaloid songs.
So does CrusherP and Circrush.
PoPiPo is good for laughs. (It's about VEGETABLE JUICE!!!! Freaking WaHt?!)
There's more, but I don't wanna waste your time~
Until the next inspiration slash post slash whateverIwant, my Cotton Candies!!
Yet, yet, yet. All we know is "yet." No, "right now." No "Today". Just "wait for it, it hasn't come yet." Just "You aren't old enough yet." Just "You haven't gotten the proper training" (or whatever) "yet." Yet, yet, yet.
Why can't it come today? Why can't we be ready now? Why do we have to meet certain requirements?
Yet is saying that we need time or need to go through a process or we need to be up to standards. Yet means we aren't ready. Yet means the thing we need isn't ready. D:< IS NOTHING READY?! GRAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! DX<
Going Through The World
Hi, I'm just a girl
Going through a whirl.
Spinning on the top,
My head just might pop.
Can someone save me?
Can they certain my guarantee?
Or do I need saving?
Should I instead start paving,
Paving the road to.....
Where should I start?
I need to stay smart.
Stop saying I'm dumb,
That I am small like a crumb.
Don't you dare give me that look.
The look of shame like I'm a crook.
I have loved everyone I know with my whole,
But why do I have such a gaping hole?
What is happening? Why am I scared? Why are you sad? No, you're not sad, I'm sad. Wait, no, that's not right. What's going on? What are we doing? Who are we talking to? No, hold up. Why am I saying 'We'? No, that's not right, this isn't right. Is it? I don't know. But do I? Do I know and just can't remember? Am I here right now? I'm sorry. I'm sorry, I forgot. I didn't know. Aren't these just excuses? No, I'm telling the truth. At least, I say what I know-feel-think to be the truth. Am I wrong? Please tell me if I am. I'm sorry. Stop, I'm not sorry for being who I am. Why should I be? But should I be? No, I shouldn't. Tell me, what do I say? What do I do? You don't have to. Ignore me, listen to me but ignore me. Don't tell me what to do. Tell me how I should do it. Nobody wants to listen, they ditch me. That's not true, I was being rude. I shouldn't talk so much. Why do I talk so much?! Stop it, stop it! Let them speak too! You say not to do this yet do it yourself. What's wrong with you?! I do the same! I talk to myself. This paragraph is me talking to myself. Or is it what my friends and family think? What my classmates and teachers think? No, it's me. Right? I don't know. I know things but I don't. I know how to do it but I can't. Why can't I? Why am I rambling? Stop rambling. It annoys your family. Mom, dad, sisters, brother, cousins, aunts, uncles, grandparents, friends, classmates, teachers, even your therapist. You annoy them. NO I DON'T!!! I don't, I'm not, it's not true!!! ..... Isn't it though? No, no it isn't. Stop being depressed. Don't lose hope. Why do you always write stuff, that's supposed to be short, long? Why are you so arrogant yet scold your sister for being so? How are you such a good liar yet can't hide your emotions? Why do you subconsciously beg for attention yet get shy or scared when they give it to you? Why do you feel lonely but want everyone to go away? Why? WHy? WHY? WHY?!
(This is just my ramblings and inner thoughts. Pls know that I'm okay. Sorry for bothering you!)
Burning embers flow up from the campfire
Laughter echoes over the ashes.
The sound used to be sweet, but now I see.
It’s a bitter, putrid taste.
What to do?
When you don’t want to be the villain anymore,
What do you do? What do you need?
But you have never known anything of the sort.
Nothing but villainous thoughts circled around
Circling around like the flames of a phoenix….
Can someone come and help me?