I can see her shuffle past me terrified gaze behind the closet door, her voice feeling like static reverberating in my brain as she calls out to me. Though she wears my mothers dress, speaks with my mothers voice, stretches my mothers skin; when she forces herself to stoop within the doorframes of the house I know she is not my mother.
Don’t Worry Dear
Wheezzze..Pop!Don't gargle to much dear I know you are struggling for air.Shhh..Wheeze softly.I love to hear that air popping symphony.Be still love can't have your red on my whites.
It grew larger each passing day, the first time she had noticed the spider it was no bigger than the size of a quarter crawling on her living room wall. Now its legs were breaking down the basement door and soon she feared she would end up like her husband and all the other men struggling for life, tied up and liquefied in its webs.
Quotes to Live By
So I actually have a few that I love
"If you are silent about your pain, they'll kill you and say you enjoyed it"~Zora Neale Hurston
"If we lose love and self respect for each other, this is how we finally die"~Maya Angelou
"Sometimes I feel discriminated against, but it does not make me angry. It merely astonishes me. How can any deny themselves the pleasure of my company? It's beyond me"~Zora Neale Hurston
"You will do foolish things, but do them with enthusiasm"~Colette
So the first one is because I think we are so quick to bottle our emotions and not let other people how they affect us when it's a part of life, and we should learn how to vent properly. The second quote just reminds us that the basis of life is love and we should try to practice this ideal normally. The third quote is to remind yourself that you are special and just because others don't see that, it doesn't make it any less true. And the final one is the fact that we are all just making it up as we got and everything won't be perfect; but when we look back, it would be a lot nicer if we at least had some fun when we screwed up.