A little black book
My secrets are in a little black book. They're my ambitions in life, the usual sum: graduate, college, Ph.D. Except I fear that no one will understand me. Secrets are kept so people can't peek into the mind and it's inner workings. My secrets are hidden from cowardice that others won't understand why I want to accomplish. It's not because I can't or that I'm too shy. I know that people don't think the same but these secrets are my thoughts, loves, and shames. Rather I keep secrets between myself, a litte black book, and no one else. Because she always remembers what I say, holding fast to all my scribbles. That is why I trust her my secrets, my words, and my ambitions.
It’s okay :)
Let's face the facts.
You messed up.
Yesterday, last week, last month.
It's doesn't matter.
But what matters is you know you messed up.
And you want to change that!
Who's better than you now!
So I'm here to tell you.
It's okay.
Whatever happened.
It's okay.
It's your choice to change, to be the better human, the bigger person.
And if your still reading then it means you want to and you can!
Get up and do what you need to do, because I know you can.
My name is...
A shot to the heart.
Broken inside,
Never will I return
Rather, I'd die.
To stand up myself,
To fend for life,
Never could I do
Trouble filled is strife.
Why even try!
Can't I cry!
Could there even be compromise?
Cowering in fear
Let me shed these tears.
Forever broke.
In strength,
heart,
and mind,
A joke.
Too Entangled, too enchanted,
To ever leave this abode,
How could I leave this abode!
For lust will destroy me,
love will break me,
fear will engulf me,
If I ever leave this wonderful home,
Night and day threw their worst but my love,
my abode,
my tree,
He has protected me!
How could I ever leave this place,
Why ever leave this place,
Enchanted, entangled.