STILL ALIVE I want to forget about SHE.
I felt so hard like a lost contol fight.
I felt unbearable pain,
but i kept telling myself i'm cool
even when i live by the stain.
I cried untill tears dries up,
gazed upon the sky for God to lend His ears.
I screamed untill i couldn't hear my voice anymore,
then look every direction but nothing came.
I gave you heaven when you needed it.
You acted like maria and ceased being delilah.
Wish i never trusted you but the force was powerful.
I'm glad i made it out alive.
It took me time to rise again,
but am ok and still breathing.
Ants down there aided me retrieve strong,
that's why you still see me smiling.
Who do you think you are?
To break me into piece and walk away.
To ruin my life and rejoice aside,
and think i will not survive?
In my dark days i become a moon.
I hold a heat of my own like a flask,
smash every traces of mediocrity.
Thats why am still alive.
The remains of the future
Here comes the past
with a juicy start,
Fulfilling dreams so fast
untill things fall apart.
Of things not done
and woes to bloom,
The present is alone
with imminent doom.
The past met a new day
and gave her the present,
A present left at bay
untill the future is spent.
The past stubbed the future
and used the present as future,
Healing though slow
yet the future will glow.
If the future dies
her remains will germinate,
Into roses, tullips and lillies
as new hope disseminate.
I COULD DIE BUT I DON’T CARE
STORY OF MY LIFE
A lot of people dont get me,
A lot of people dont understand me.
I’m gonna tell you a story,
Story about my life.
So listen up.
I’m afraid to fall walking in the wrong direction,
In life you got two choices;
To survive or to die,
Dying in a way you have given up on yourself.
Some people may not have the priviledge,
Depending on others.
I can’t do the work for you.
So i had to grind in the world,
Where it doesn’t matter who you are.
I come from a place,
Where everybody start off on the same level.
What happens after that, is totally up to you.
But am telling you.
My life wasn’t easy.
I had to battle so may scars,
Battling my fears,
Working on my anxiety’s,
I had to overcome my inner desires,
My dark impulses,
Defeating my inner demons.
At the age 12
I wasn’t the same me.
Down the road,
I started discovering who i really was....